sometimes people just cant understand me. i also start to believe ppl is hard to be trust. When in Thai Surin, when a girl- friend of mine got drunk, den when i might obliviously take extra care of her cause when u c a girl drunk u jus cant let her do wad she wan rite wit all the unknowns thai man n other guys around which u not know what they might do. after tt den everybody mistaken i like the girl. i find this real silly lo, its like even if it is other fren , my cousins even my mother i also will do the same thing lo, its a person natural feeling rite. den maybe i tense to feel too sensitive den i feel tt girl after the thing begin to avoid me tense make me feel upset bcause when u try to help ppl den u let them get mistaken or somehow wary n avoid u, but luckily everythin is clear now.
den today jus realise tt a friend of mine thought tt i go purposely tell another friend tt she break up wit her boyfriend. i was quite upset because of this thing. the story behind this is tt, tt day knowing my friend had jus break up wit her bf, den some of my friends call me come out to cheer her up den i go lo, den tt day is new year eve, got a fren sms me happy new year den i reply back lo den she ask y so lae still haven sleep den i say because i n wit the group of friendsl lo, den because the girl tt jus break off wit her bf is supposely celebrating wit her bf tt day, den my fren ask y she wit us. den knowing tt she is her gd fren also den i thod if she know gt 1 more ppl concern n wary of wad she say when wit her in future. den the girl go ask the girl how is she. den the girl thod i anyhow go tell ppl about wad happen to her n her bf. the next time i saw her, she suddenly tok to me in a veri fierce tone which is veri unlike her y u go tell her about wad happen to me n my bf, den i was veri stunned n somehow hurt wit tt. its like everythin i do is because of a piece of good will. y mus ppl always misinterpret wad i did.
i also find it hard to trust ppl now because of sth tt i dunwan to tok about it anymore, bad day bad mood, bad progress in my assignments, BAD.
1 comment:
that's just the way life is. when u try to be nice, they talk about you. when u are not nice, they also say nasty things.
but the most important thing is just being true to yourself. if u think what you're doin is not wrong, then go ahead and do it. if u think what ur goin to say is not wrong, then go ahead and speak up ur mind. becos at the end of the day, we are afterall different and special as an individual.
people tend to judge you as soon as u do somthing different. i think what u did to ur fren who was drunk was brave. i never seen someone caring like you, who'd go the extra mile to help a fren, somemore someone who's not so close to you.
it's okay that you feel bad once in a while. we're humans afterall. if i see u smile and laugh 24hrs a day also would be a little scary cos i might think you're out of ur mind.
sometimes i look forward to going class so that i can laugh, and one of the people i look forward to when goin to scool would be you. so u see, you might hurt someone, but at the same time, you make someone a happier person :)
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