Monday, May 30, 2005
first day of semester
feel really moody today... alex came and talk to me about my grp problem also... dun realli feel i am part of the grp now... hais cant realli bring up my own mood... so rent alot of dumb comedy dvds to watch hope will cheer me up slightly... hais go watch liao hope tmr will be a better day...
Sunday, May 29, 2005
damn the school!!
what the hell is goin wrong wit my world and wad the hell is the school doing... they giv me digital photo in the first place and now suddenly i check the timetable i got 3d animation and i nv even request to change module or want tt module in the first place... i hate tt cause i noe i not suitable for tt.. shit the school does they know what the hell they are doing actualli anot change module and nv even send an email to inform the students and i just know tmr i got 3d animation... damn the school!!!
Saturday, May 28, 2005
mr lonely
just came back from boon,my cousin birthday... jus a simple early celebration cause he is goin to army next fri... hais... 1 more less people for me to talk to when i got problem or lonely now...
i didn ha alot of people or good friends to share my feelings in my mind now maybe only 2, my best fren n my cousin hais so 1 lesser now... feeling like mr lonely in the song lonely right now...
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own
today one of my grp ppl send me a msg to explain to me everythin.. didn noe u people will read my blog so didn mean to vent my unhappiness on purpose for u all to see... jus a way to let out my stress... so ppl dun mistaken... normally the day after i will jus take it as nth happen and carry on wit my this type of life...
anyway i wan to giv a short lecture about lateness, it not to means anythin about my grp problem, but i jus wan to say sth about my own opinion...
during a group work... if there are 5 person, if 1 is always late for example... the 1 or 2 other member will slowly feel why they come punctual for... den 1 or 2 will start to late for awhile also... maybe starting 10 mins... den slowly increase... den the 2 other not late will slowly ge sick of it and lateness will turn off ppl patience no matter how good a person patience is...
enough of lateness i wan to end this once and for all today... no more topic about tt anymore...
i didn ha alot of people or good friends to share my feelings in my mind now maybe only 2, my best fren n my cousin hais so 1 lesser now... feeling like mr lonely in the song lonely right now...
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own
today one of my grp ppl send me a msg to explain to me everythin.. didn noe u people will read my blog so didn mean to vent my unhappiness on purpose for u all to see... jus a way to let out my stress... so ppl dun mistaken... normally the day after i will jus take it as nth happen and carry on wit my this type of life...
anyway i wan to giv a short lecture about lateness, it not to means anythin about my grp problem, but i jus wan to say sth about my own opinion...
during a group work... if there are 5 person, if 1 is always late for example... the 1 or 2 other member will slowly feel why they come punctual for... den 1 or 2 will start to late for awhile also... maybe starting 10 mins... den slowly increase... den the 2 other not late will slowly ge sick of it and lateness will turn off ppl patience no matter how good a person patience is...
enough of lateness i wan to end this once and for all today... no more topic about tt anymore...
Friday, May 27, 2005
no more
the whole world blame me that time because of the huixiang matter...
now my whole group blame me just because i dunlike 1 person for being late. the whole world had changed, the person who is late is not at fault but the person that reprimanded her for being late is. they say she is naive and i was wrong to scold her, they bring all sorts of old histories to shoot at me and break me down to thousand pieces... they bring back hui xiang matter when i had totally forgotten about it. they say they are afraid of working wit me... they put all sorts of hurting comments on me. this is the first time i break down in front of a friend. i have nv done tt n i will not do tt again.
she can show all the people all the bad things i tok to her in msn but did she ever show ppl those chances i giv to her instead...who can be so sick enough to keep the conversation on msn jus to show people tt i scold her... she can say all the bad things and complain to all sorts of ppl around me but i now jus dun feel like bothering... let it be... i hate backstabbers to the core . Fuck all the backstabbers that have been fucking behind my back and fuck off to the other world!
i dunno if i can ever work with them again... i always lose in the battle of heart to heart talk... guys is always the one at fault... if i am a girl i dun tink i will be in the situation i am today... all girls target me 1 guy and u know u will nv win any supports from the moment it started... i tink i am just taken for granted in this world for trying to do my best for my part to assist my grp members to lessen their load of work n stress... but nobody is ever on my side when things go wrong, i miss the days when assignments is done on my own, i miss my secondary sch friends... i miss the yr 1 days and friends... i miss them, thinking of them make my eyes goes red.
they feel hurt when i say her but did they feel anythin at all when they say all those to me... we discuss today how to say to a grp member of not doin her part well as scared of hurting her feeling as she is sensitive... but did anybody body care about how i feel if i was sensitive or wadever... did anyone ask me about my feeling of what you all said... does any real people out there really take me as a friend... does anybody really care about my feelings and how i feel to all those words...i have wonder for a long time on the way back in the train...
the good thing about a blog is you can say all your unhappiness and no 1 is able to say u back.
the whole world can all blame me but i nv feel i am wrong cause i did it for the goodwill of that person.
now my whole group blame me just because i dunlike 1 person for being late. the whole world had changed, the person who is late is not at fault but the person that reprimanded her for being late is. they say she is naive and i was wrong to scold her, they bring all sorts of old histories to shoot at me and break me down to thousand pieces... they bring back hui xiang matter when i had totally forgotten about it. they say they are afraid of working wit me... they put all sorts of hurting comments on me. this is the first time i break down in front of a friend. i have nv done tt n i will not do tt again.
she can show all the people all the bad things i tok to her in msn but did she ever show ppl those chances i giv to her instead...who can be so sick enough to keep the conversation on msn jus to show people tt i scold her... she can say all the bad things and complain to all sorts of ppl around me but i now jus dun feel like bothering... let it be... i hate backstabbers to the core . Fuck all the backstabbers that have been fucking behind my back and fuck off to the other world!
i dunno if i can ever work with them again... i always lose in the battle of heart to heart talk... guys is always the one at fault... if i am a girl i dun tink i will be in the situation i am today... all girls target me 1 guy and u know u will nv win any supports from the moment it started... i tink i am just taken for granted in this world for trying to do my best for my part to assist my grp members to lessen their load of work n stress... but nobody is ever on my side when things go wrong, i miss the days when assignments is done on my own, i miss my secondary sch friends... i miss the yr 1 days and friends... i miss them, thinking of them make my eyes goes red.
they feel hurt when i say her but did they feel anythin at all when they say all those to me... we discuss today how to say to a grp member of not doin her part well as scared of hurting her feeling as she is sensitive... but did anybody body care about how i feel if i was sensitive or wadever... did anyone ask me about my feeling of what you all said... does any real people out there really take me as a friend... does anybody really care about my feelings and how i feel to all those words...i have wonder for a long time on the way back in the train...
the good thing about a blog is you can say all your unhappiness and no 1 is able to say u back.
the whole world can all blame me but i nv feel i am wrong cause i did it for the goodwill of that person.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
SIANS!
its 2 45 am in the morning and i have jus finished giving up doing the m1 3gger graphics... hais recently just cant to do some decent graphics... actualli recently do any thing also no mood and haven realli put any heart into doing... guess i am too exhausted... work nv seems to stop since the short film assignment period... half hearted work is always not going to work
now waiting for champions league football and at the same time tried to accompany huixiang alonger more cause she working night shift alone at the company and she is so terribly scared when i merely mentioned ghosts haha silly girl... anyway liverpool yeah! although i support man u 1... tmr must reach sch at 10 to submit the graphics to ms pat ... hope wun get shoot by seah or any hais... mentally, physically, psychologically, still got wad ly.. hai jus basically exhausted...
now waiting for champions league football and at the same time tried to accompany huixiang alonger more cause she working night shift alone at the company and she is so terribly scared when i merely mentioned ghosts haha silly girl... anyway liverpool yeah! although i support man u 1... tmr must reach sch at 10 to submit the graphics to ms pat ... hope wun get shoot by seah or any hais... mentally, physically, psychologically, still got wad ly.. hai jus basically exhausted...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
thank thank!!!
woo life has been so super busy recently... have to go sch to have meeting about the stupid m1 3gger... also had to recee for my group fyp shortfilm ... also have to try to do starhub competition(feel quite bad nv help out much sorry andy rachie and hudha)... and finally coming up maybe will be doing is helping jack neo do a making of of his coming up movie about ex- convicts and how can we help them. if we r goin to do tt we will be going inside a real prison hohoho!!!
woo the day b4 yesterday when jack neo tok about his tt film it immediately remind of me my short film hoho around same idea la but tt film sucks! actualli we r goin to do the i not stupid 2 making of but dunno y he wan us do tt 1 i tink is because tt 1 shoot earlier. toking to jack neo is quite intimidating but he and the company ppl r nice... dunno if i am too excited or wad when shaking hand wit their production manager i say thanks den hudha stare n giggle at me i den realise i say sth wrong haha end up tt whole day keep been making fun by her. not sure yet if we can do the making of cause is going to be in june and there when the semester start so not sure if can fork out the time to do it, if we r goin to do tt i can predict i will be damn farking tired tt month.
yesterday went around receeing wit my grp... hmm not veri fruitful cause dun tink we manage to find those places we wan but find out a lot of place in spore tt i nv know of... i dun tink anyone will know in marin bay tt park there are some big statues of chinese historic ppl like guan yu , confucius, hua mulan, qu yuan, zheng he, blah blah blah in somewhere of the park. den there r a lot of funny birds tt cant normally be seen in spore.
ok i tink today this posting quite boring cause is quite boring to me also hohoho tink i gotta tink of the design for the 3gger logo liao ... hais sian... den the mr seah today wah rem i pek chek... he say wad we suppose to meet thurs y so many nt here... den i rem he tt time say is fri meeting den i tell him den he say no way cause i fri got meeting i cant have say its on fri... make me dun feel like saying anythin ok anyway boring day.. go watch dvd later... finding neverland hoho sayonara
woo the day b4 yesterday when jack neo tok about his tt film it immediately remind of me my short film hoho around same idea la but tt film sucks! actualli we r goin to do the i not stupid 2 making of but dunno y he wan us do tt 1 i tink is because tt 1 shoot earlier. toking to jack neo is quite intimidating but he and the company ppl r nice... dunno if i am too excited or wad when shaking hand wit their production manager i say thanks den hudha stare n giggle at me i den realise i say sth wrong haha end up tt whole day keep been making fun by her. not sure yet if we can do the making of cause is going to be in june and there when the semester start so not sure if can fork out the time to do it, if we r goin to do tt i can predict i will be damn farking tired tt month.
yesterday went around receeing wit my grp... hmm not veri fruitful cause dun tink we manage to find those places we wan but find out a lot of place in spore tt i nv know of... i dun tink anyone will know in marin bay tt park there are some big statues of chinese historic ppl like guan yu , confucius, hua mulan, qu yuan, zheng he, blah blah blah in somewhere of the park. den there r a lot of funny birds tt cant normally be seen in spore.
ok i tink today this posting quite boring cause is quite boring to me also hohoho tink i gotta tink of the design for the 3gger logo liao ... hais sian... den the mr seah today wah rem i pek chek... he say wad we suppose to meet thurs y so many nt here... den i rem he tt time say is fri meeting den i tell him den he say no way cause i fri got meeting i cant have say its on fri... make me dun feel like saying anythin ok anyway boring day.. go watch dvd later... finding neverland hoho sayonara
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Wah this past weeks have been travelling arounds singapore finding nice hangout and chillout places for a sort of magazine programme for m1. wah tell u all ppl also dun believe... in 3 days i tour... chinatown...maxwell rd...ang siang hill... clarke quay... muhammed sultan road... telok blancah... pasir panjang... sixth avenue... holland village... orchard ... town... wah and some other sort of wulu sammy places people will nv thod of going... but not bad at least if ppl next time ask me suggest to go where i can suggest alot hohohoho... but sandy u better dun tell me suggest go where for the 0305 outing... our grp ppl is just so un sporting... is there such a word? ok bey steady haha my eng nt veri gd so use some jiapalang language... but realli wan to try meet up once tt time yr 2 the meet up so un successful in the end only 6 pathetic ppl go the ucla or nypc eat ...
wa we went 2 boutique hotel which suggestly means small hotel but premium service.. wah we went a hotel in chinatown call hotel 1929 which is name after the street no. wh inside there are all sorts of funny chairs and the room decor r nice sia... but the staff attitude is 1 word to describe... sucky!
the other boutique hotel is at chinatown maxwell road scarlet hotel!!! wah inside chio sia... their room still got dunno how many stupid theme... their staff wear those dracula like coat wah only 1 word describe stylo... couples can go there pak tor until face veri scarlet ... people can check out their website at http://thescarlethotel.com/... chio website also hohohoho...
so next time people want go where chiong can ask me although i nv chiong 1 hoho but i can giv u all plenty of suggestions for cheap and good places... huang dao zui zui zui xia yi qi zai jian!!
wa we went 2 boutique hotel which suggestly means small hotel but premium service.. wah we went a hotel in chinatown call hotel 1929 which is name after the street no. wh inside there are all sorts of funny chairs and the room decor r nice sia... but the staff attitude is 1 word to describe... sucky!
the other boutique hotel is at chinatown maxwell road scarlet hotel!!! wah inside chio sia... their room still got dunno how many stupid theme... their staff wear those dracula like coat wah only 1 word describe stylo... couples can go there pak tor until face veri scarlet ... people can check out their website at http://thescarlethotel.com/... chio website also hohohoho...
so next time people want go where chiong can ask me although i nv chiong 1 hoho but i can giv u all plenty of suggestions for cheap and good places... huang dao zui zui zui xia yi qi zai jian!!
Monday, May 02, 2005
sick:tired:dead
hmm recently feel quite weirdly... have my ups and downs... 1 of the good thing is i manage to meet my best friend to eat dinner recently... this best friend of mine wah quite a curse dunno is good thing or bad thing also know him since pri sch den same sec sch den same class somemore... den i repeat o level wah suey he always repeat wit me.. wah thod poly can get away from him liao wah cow same poly also but different courses haha... haven manage to meet alot... now is like every 1 yr meet up less den 10 times i tink ... when we meet up for dinner tt day also happen to c one of my sec sch gd frens ... haha had dinner together..
times realli flies... around in less than 1 yr time i will be graduating from poly and go to army blah blah blah... throughout all this yrs... friends seems to be leavign u ... nv manage to realli get contact wit most of them... wonder how r most of them now... hmm i hope my this grp of poly mates will stay in contact realli lov working wit u guys...
speaking about working... i not sure if i am a popular person in terms of tt... cause i always seem to have disagreement especially with girls whenever i working with... and recently i am veri sick of this girl tt i am group with... i treasure her as a friend but she disappoints me as a groupmate.
today i am quite pissed wit her... she know i hated her for being late and she still have the guts of smsing 1 of my grp mates lets compare who will be more late or wadever shit... she is late for almost 40mins and thus we wasted around tt period of time to discuss... do u know how much thing i can do in 40 mins and how much time of my time u wasted in total and u know how much things i can do wit tt... from now onwards i swear i wun giv a damn abt whether she late or do her part in her work... i jus keep quiet... maybe alot ppl might say i am a hard person to work with bad temper or wadever shit... but i am those type of person, if u jus do ur part i will be happy enough... actualli i quite like my this grp but jus because precious time is always wasted because of her... i am nt here to complain or spread bad words abt this person. but i am already quite sick of it... i had to voice out somehow... she has been a good fren whenever i am down.. especially the period when my grandma pass away... but i realli hope she will change her bad habit of been late... it realli pissed me off and make me dun feel like or motivated fo doin any work after waiting for her for at least half an hour everytime.
times realli flies... around in less than 1 yr time i will be graduating from poly and go to army blah blah blah... throughout all this yrs... friends seems to be leavign u ... nv manage to realli get contact wit most of them... wonder how r most of them now... hmm i hope my this grp of poly mates will stay in contact realli lov working wit u guys...
speaking about working... i not sure if i am a popular person in terms of tt... cause i always seem to have disagreement especially with girls whenever i working with... and recently i am veri sick of this girl tt i am group with... i treasure her as a friend but she disappoints me as a groupmate.
today i am quite pissed wit her... she know i hated her for being late and she still have the guts of smsing 1 of my grp mates lets compare who will be more late or wadever shit... she is late for almost 40mins and thus we wasted around tt period of time to discuss... do u know how much thing i can do in 40 mins and how much time of my time u wasted in total and u know how much things i can do wit tt... from now onwards i swear i wun giv a damn abt whether she late or do her part in her work... i jus keep quiet... maybe alot ppl might say i am a hard person to work with bad temper or wadever shit... but i am those type of person, if u jus do ur part i will be happy enough... actualli i quite like my this grp but jus because precious time is always wasted because of her... i am nt here to complain or spread bad words abt this person. but i am already quite sick of it... i had to voice out somehow... she has been a good fren whenever i am down.. especially the period when my grandma pass away... but i realli hope she will change her bad habit of been late... it realli pissed me off and make me dun feel like or motivated fo doin any work after waiting for her for at least half an hour everytime.
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