this 2 off days stay home full time argh hw did i did tt. hais recently keep thinking alot abt alot of things frens work future family. ns f typical thinkings cause u gt nth else to worry abt work, sch, politics only when to book in n book out. wad to do after ord. love life argh i dun hav a love life for like fuck when was the las time i was in love. i am feeling inhuman man ppl in camp n outside frens keep telling abt their relationship prob until i tink i can be a qualitifed counsellor like hitch liao. damn i dunno also hw a person with such minimal love experience can tok ppl out of their pain ( trust me i am so bloody gd n popular at this i wonder if i sld charge them for my talktime.)

argh sld i study sld i work. if i work can i find a job cause i forget everyshit. everytime tink of this i sian. if study spore bloody 4 yrs i dunwan. if wan study overseas i no money. argh argh argh.

den feel i and some of my frens drifting further n seldom meet up sometime i wonder why they nv seems to find me out like tt si ah pui kns i nv find u den u wun find me mei in the end half a yr nv meet, why am i the one who must find them out its makes u wonder sometimes do they even wan to c u at all or make a effort to find u know abt u.

n bloody hell i jus got the sadest piece of new tt make me bloody emo. my bd month most probably will get confined 1 week plus for some stupid exercise.

fuck

cant they choose a better month like oct cause oct is like a month tt had nth to do wit me.

woo wah just watch xiao hua xiao cao zhen huai lian du shu de ri zi. temasek de mazi zhen de bu cuo i rem las week nyp like shit. den recently alot sms my frens keep telling me vote for who who who kns tink i veri free ar!!!

recently i realise i listen english songs dun realli feel like crying when listen those sad songs compare to chinese songs. maybe because i eng listen more rock n rnb but i tink is because i understand the chinese the meaning and the lyrics of the song more.

wa recently veri sian pimple outbreak dunno y feel veri emo listen alot emo songs now i gonna put my top 10 chinese tear jerkers and some will make u all laugh.

1. Zhi Shao Hai You Ni (Sandy lam) This song makes me think of my ex gf till now nv love a person like the last relationship i have bring alot of memories.

2. Xing Bu Liao Qing (Wan Fang) The show is a classic n the song makes the show a classic.

3. Zui (Leslie Zhang) One of my fav hk actor died, everything heard this song will remind of him and his movies.

4. Wai Po (Jay Chou) The death of my ah ma is the one thing tt changes me the most, for ppl who know me know tt i am closer to my ah ma den my parents as she is the one brought me up so this song always makes me feel i nv done anythin tt make her proud b4 which is of my biggest regret.

5. Fa Ru Xue (Jay Chou) wa the lyrics veri chim but sound poetic describing a veri chio girl, i tink fang wen shan must realli love tt girl alot to write this piece of work.

6. Ni De Bei Bao (Eason Chan) Dunno y the first few lines of these song makes me veri emo everytime.

7. Hai Kuo Tian Kong (Beyond) My all time fav.

8. Ru Guo Ni Hai Ai Wo (Guan Liang) The piano piece he sang at the wu yi liang pin farewell concert wa emo sia, my wish is to bring this song n sing n play on piano to the girl i like.

9. Shi Jie Mo Ri (S.B.D.W resung by Jaychou) i listen to sbdw version b4 jaychou make it a hit around sec 3. i know this song b4 everybody so i veri proud.

10. Tian Hei Hei (Sun Yan Zi) beautiful lyrics again

wa recently tt stupid fucking fellwo who bring the sar 21 out of camp nabei dun let me c him i whack him with my m 16. knn cause every body in spore doing guard duty so much trouble now n wth i am like bloody doing guard duty everyday somemore.

wa wth everybody is helding concert nowadays even the hokkien chen lei. his ticket u guess hw much na bei most ex is 190 haven plus sistic 2 bucks charge somemore. knn i rather go listen getai tt huang lei free of charge. plus i can go buy 10 dollars muah chee eat till i puke and shit muahchee.

wa liao david copperfield coming to spore i wan go c lei. he performing at spore indoor stadium on 2nov n 3 nov. i will tell him make my camp disappear den next day dun need book in. yeah.

today jus bk out den tmr mus go back camp 730 am shit again ippt n after tt national education trip. nabei last time poly do survey sld slam the national education make me now so mahuan.