this 2 off days stay home full time argh hw did i did tt. hais recently keep thinking alot abt alot of things frens work future family. ns f typical thinkings cause u gt nth else to worry abt work, sch, politics only when to book in n book out. wad to do after ord. love life argh i dun hav a love life for like fuck when was the las time i was in love. i am feeling inhuman man ppl in camp n outside frens keep telling abt their relationship prob until i tink i can be a qualitifed counsellor like hitch liao. damn i dunno also hw a person with such minimal love experience can tok ppl out of their pain ( trust me i am so bloody gd n popular at this i wonder if i sld charge them for my talktime.)

argh sld i study sld i work. if i work can i find a job cause i forget everyshit. everytime tink of this i sian. if study spore bloody 4 yrs i dunwan. if wan study overseas i no money. argh argh argh.

den feel i and some of my frens drifting further n seldom meet up sometime i wonder why they nv seems to find me out like tt si ah pui kns i nv find u den u wun find me mei in the end half a yr nv meet, why am i the one who must find them out its makes u wonder sometimes do they even wan to c u at all or make a effort to find u know abt u.

n bloody hell i jus got the sadest piece of new tt make me bloody emo. my bd month most probably will get confined 1 week plus for some stupid exercise.

fuck

cant they choose a better month like oct cause oct is like a month tt had nth to do wit me.