Yo, chinese new year is coming sort of mix moods for me, hmm chinese new year had seen different to me seens 3 years ago, cause if u guys dunno for a chinese traidtion if a person in ur family passes away tt year, you cant celeb cny for the following cny, 3 years ago my great grandma pass away, 2 years ago my grandma thus i nv celeb las yr, n las yr my grandma pass away so i am nt gonna celeb this yr again. nv celeb means like we wun make up a fuss abt it, u cant give angbaos, er and it is just like any other day.

Seldom share my family n private problems wit my friends, nt tt i dunwan to say, but maybe due to ppl opinion of me i feel sth ppl dun take seriously of what i say as i am always those easy going happy go lucky person and i tend to get emotional when tok abt this type of stuff n relationship stuff cause haven had a realli memorable n happy relationships b4. Miss those old past chinese new year wit my family, all my lrelatives going to visit my mum side grandma where she will whip up a big meal, the first round eaten by all the adults and the second round all the grandchildren. But we haven really meet up all my cousins since my grandma pass away 2 yrs ago. There is a good thing abt funeral is where u will meet all the people u wun seen for a long time, normally it is usually those unhappy thigns tht we ppl will meet up like one of my cousin tt gone rebellious get whipped up badly by a gang of people 2 mths ago den we see each other, or like my uncle divorcing my ex-aunt.

guess this yr i wun hav any reunion dinner- again, cause my mum will be working at the coffeeshop in chinatown where is the peak period during the cny eve. Okay guess i will be spending myself at home watching tv n those cny program or c if i go to my buddy cousin hse to eat wit them.

Okay sad thing enough, ok more happier things, been doing the editing of the YEP to Surin trip again, watching back all the footages bring back fond memories although there is sad 1 which make me er wan to cry almost when see faj hugging her mum, during the last teachign day in Surin at the camp, and the fun we had in Surin. I realli realli realli realli missed and enjoy those days, its like one of the happiest part of my life which i will nv forget, days i had wit my friends, hw we bond n know each other better, seeing each other ugliest self (just waking up from bed, and shitting in the toilet). Okay gonna continue editing although i am so pek chek when i do the logging until hang, GOD i nv save! must redo everything! FxxK it!