hmm think this will likely be my last post before i left for attachment... sld not complain n fa lao sao anymore haha must leave NYP in harmony so people will not remember me as a grumbling person must leave down a good impression, thinking should i paste a full length poster of myself i avid to let u all rem me but i scare when i come back with see alot of tiny holes in the poster so better not risk doing tt.

have to plan my next few days well with my friends and family... cause i know likely to have alot of night shifts and be quite busy so wouldn't have much time to meet up with you guys... feel very bad towards my family been busy in sch recently nv been coming back early... i can like a few days nv c my parents cause they have to wake up early so they they sleep early... means i come home they slp i wake up they go work already... guess have to reind sth like tt for another 3 months...

hmm this yr after my bd goin to be twenty... my cousin once tell me a man upon reaching 20 will have alot of things to worry... money... going work... going army... after army must work study or choose to be in army... basically this things nv seem to have a full stop... hais alot of things to worry... haha but people do not forget me will try my best keep in touch wit u ppl take care and cheers!

no man, either ordinary or extraordinary will have no troubles...

dengue!!!

Guess most of you have heard how dangerous yishun has become due to the dengue outbreak that has become more scary than terrorists. Two of my classmates living in yishun has become victims of the deadly aedes mosquitoes. I will bring you guys a tour of my yishun area.

Above is the map of Yishun, Street 72 which is the proud area i am living in for the whoel of my life. My old block is 760 , the block i currently living is block 737. You can see those block in red are considered the "danger" area of dengue area. Block 762 is the block of my fellow classmates Norudin, which is one of the poor victim.

As you can see my block 737 is almost surrounded by those danger block, so beware of those ppl who come to yishun, please hire me as your tour guide to bring you the safest and fastest route to anywhere you want, at just $2/ hour. Call me at 91812 *** to make an appointment right now!!!

bloody hell

argh i hate this bloody feeling of people talking about going clubbing at night, going for holidays, goin out, having fun, watching movies while i have to go school everyday, doing all sorts of things reaching home having to think of graphics and other bloody sort of work for all those group works. Nobody even bother intative to help while people come school for a few hours and just say hey i got something on, got to go, bye!~ and even though i got alot of bloody complaints during my editing is because when u r already coming sch everyday really wanting to do some real work u dunno how the hell to start it when u c the content u got!!!!! so bloody hell allow me to have my own complaints n u all people dun start complaining about people when u all have complaints urself!!!!

and god please look at chuinfang, when i leave avid at 8 30 pm today she is still editing alone even though we guys tell her to go home dun do alone an only girl somemore, and grp members please i heard u ppl going clubbing, going watch movies going play soccer and i c her coming to sch everyday in the early morning till 9pm editing alone almost everyday n u ppl jus come n go as u r happy, n worse some like jus come sch eat lunch n go home, she dun even had the time go time canteen sit down have a proper lunch n always need up to pack food for her when we go down, jus 1 ppl stay n acc her k... no matter u r who, director ,producer ,ad u sld all stay ,she can jus dun be there during ur shoot too but i c her there evrytime n cameraman jus cant shoot some crap n thod u finish ur job, work done, holiday time!! spare a thod for ur poor grp mates k people~~~~!!!!!!!

hoho relax sing song play ping pong

Finally my group have finish our docu (sort of) cause still have to made some change to lecturer comments but overall turn out quite good. My this grp turn out quite good... actually in filming this course, it is realli hard for a grp to work well together n not have any conflicts... tts y i cherish this grp of mine even more as i tink everyone done their parts well... think i will miss this grp but since 2 of my members also my noiretblanc grp so i will only miss woring wit faj hohoho!!! hear tt fa zhi li na

today can i c how conflicts working in a grp can damage a friendship... some ppl i feel is can be a good friend but u jus cant work wit them... tts wad i learn most inthis course.. maybe i am one of this sort of ppl in other ppl mind... u will nv know wad ppl tink of u but remain optimistic in a bright way is good.

anyway finally can relax awhile... dunno if will resuem the last gift this month but i dun tink will able to shoot in less than a month anyway so i tink jus rather push forward to after iap. another good news i going to an attachment call vnc dunno wad new company but is near sch wahahaah yeah!!!

phone booth

wah i am veri tired... alot of work... jus finish taking my stupid dphoto dunno will turns out good anot... ti kong bo bi!!! den my scriptwriting done halfway... worst thing is the docu graphics n packaging... totally no idea and cant find the fonts i want!!! tink mus be due to too long nv do graphics...

anyway while takig a 1 hour break i saw phone booth on tv... surprisingly it is a good show... the movie is just less den 80mins long... n more den 1 hour of the show jus happen in a phone booth. the story is about a not a veri good guy (colin farrell) taking for granted his perfect wife and always fantasise abt this women who is katie holmes... den 1 day while he walk along this street a phone booth ring... it is like even if it is anybody u cant help it but pick up a call when it rings rite... so he picks he the call... den this person on the phone happens to know everythin abt him... den when a guy tries to provoke him... the person on the other line dunno from where shot him down... den everybody on the street saw wad happen n accused colin farrell to be the murderer... den he still tok to the person on the phone... den police soon came den threathen here n there... ok la shorten it in the end he became a good guy...

i know it is a lousy summarisation... but i am amazed to know this hollywood movie is shot in only 10 days... and even though the whole movie jus happen in a telephone booth... it is so intruiging and excitign to watch... what i was most amazed is the director is joel schmacher... cause i nv like his movie... from batman forever to phantom of the opera i feel it sucks... so maybe i will look out for his other movies now.

producer yeah!

hmm feel abit sad when read a fren blog... cause i am doin a docu and i am a producer... but i have been asking my grp to go to the bakery quite a no. of times and been asking them to like shoot overnight with long unbelivable hours... although some nv realli speak up their unhappiness i can somehow feel it... i know u all are all veri tired... when u all tell me u cant go i had nv force u all to come too cause i know u all r tired and had sth to do too... but i am together wit u all in this thing and the main thing is hope the whole thing will end up good....

i know i not being a veri good producer cause i know i not good at public relation stuff like talking to people and try to be friendly and cork up a conversation... people who know me well sld know i veri bad at tt but i been trying my best and hope things will get better...

in the first place i nv intend to be a producer and nv want to but the rest already say what they wan to be and i hav no choice but to accept this role... i know that if i nv do it nobody will do it cause this is a role that nobody wants to have...i know i may seem not doin alot of stuff but trust me my whole mind now is always abt this docu every min and second that i had neglected my other modules...

hope things get better and tomorrow will be a better day!!

OLC MOVIE REVIEWS

Wohoo happy national day very free today so u guys are lucky i am gonna give u all a movie review as i have watch a lot of movies n dvds recently. Below are my ratings.

***** - WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! GO WATCH RIGHT NOW!!!

****- WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! GO WATCH LEFT NOW!!!

*** - WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! GO WATCH CENTER NOW!!!

** - WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! DUN WATCH RIGHT NOW!!!

* - WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! GO SLEEP RIGHT NOW!!!

Ok i now the ratings make no sense but its my blog anyway so noone can stop me anyway wahaaha!!

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory- I watch this yesterday and i had walk at least a thousand miles to watch this movie as all the bloody cinemas yesterday are full house. SINGAPOREANS!!! STOP GIVING CINEMAS A REASON TO RAISE TICKET PRICES!!!!
anyway i am going to continue wit my critic. Simply reason i watch this is i am a Bloody Big Fan of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton AND I am a Bloody Big Fan of the book. Woo this movie is just so nice and sweet and heart warming that makes u unknowingly smiles throughout the movie. Although the jokes are sort of lame but is for kids anyway. but adults will love it too cause i love it. AND Oompalumpas!!!
RATING - ****

Wedding Crashers - Wah cow i cant believe i watch this movie in the first place but its damn damn damn damn damn funny. haven watch such a funny movie for a long time. And if oLc says it funny it is realli damn funny, and trust me for whoever likes watch dumb shows this is the one for u! HUDHA DID U HEAR TT?
RATING - ****

Million Dollar Baby - This is one of the most unforgettable movie i watch. It is currently ranked no1 of my fav movie. I jus admire Clint Eastwood so much, bloody hell being the director the producer the male lead also trying to save the cost and dun let ppl earn his money. But the actings are solid damn touching. Its about a poor middle age woman who want to be in boxing to change her damn life. but the coach finds her too old for her to be 1. aiya dunno how to say jus go watch its damn good. Simple shots simple directing fantastic lighting.
RATING - *****

Matchstick Man - What the hell y i suddenly give all so good ratings for the movies i watch. Nicholas Cage best performance i ever seen. Thrilling and great twist although a bit cliche. But stylish directing by Ridley Scott.
RATING **** and a half *

Woodsman - This must be the shortest feature length film i ever watch. 80 mins long. Abt a child molester who jus got out of jail and like u know everybody look down on him and avoid him. Any molest crimes come police first one find him. But the story talks abt how he fantasises his sister when he was young and how he battle his problem. Sound like a porn show but its now. Brillant acting by Kevin Bacon
RATING - ***

HOSTAGE - I just watch this dvd like 15 mins ago and oh my god its damn good!! i borrow this dvd because dunno wad else to loan and its damn bloody good. It categories thriller horror and things that excites u. Its abt a negotiator who has quit his role as he cost the life of a whole family during one of his mission. Since then he change to being a simpler man but refuse to tok abt his problems wit his family. One day when one family kanna kept hostage in the town he working as a police he decide to step out of it again. But guess wad his family kana kept hostage and to rescue them he had to rescue tt family and a bloody piece of dvd. Bruce willis is good remind me of stone cold steve austin. for people who dunno the name he is a wrestler.
RATING - ****

LOST IN TRANSLATION - I cant believe i finish watching this piece of shit and i dunno what the hell critics are thinking rating this most boring movie i ever watch so highly. totally boring piece of shit!!! waste my 3.30 bucks
RATING - 1 * and half more * for putting me to sleep so soundly

Mystic River - I watch this after i watch million dollar baby as i start to research on clint eastwood style. Again simple shot and low budget. but fantastic directing n lighting. story not as strong n revolting as MDB but gives a good morale of story.
RATING - *** and a half *

Ok thats all for today. ans continue stay tune to OLC review. and for the stupid dunno who put a comment in my blog what i need to advance. Sorry but i tink u sld be the one going and stop adding stupid comment.

hoho starhub yeah!!!

hoho today a great day to blog... cause guess wad my grp which consist of hudha rachie and andy chung xu yong won 3rd prize for the starhub competition... which i nv realli expected too as in the first place i will already be happy enough to get a consolation but i guess our hard work is recognised. I cant wait to share my job wit them but too bad all 3 of them are in attachment now! : (

it is considered "hard work" because my grp filming at hudha corridor house at that unforgettable midnite take jus like 1 hour to film finish... but in the end we vandalise the poor wall which look worse den those loanshark owe $ pay $ spray. Thus we spend 4 hours carrying bucket n water in n out of the house and scrubbing and drying out wit all sorts of nonsense way which i tink nyp cleaner auntie will laugh if she see it. We use er... newspaper, toilet paper i tink,,, den 1 most mini looking scrub with a pole i ever seen haha. But at least we still had a great time making a joke out of it and i still remember tt day deeply in my heart.

anyway thanks to all my friends tt had help to vote for our work even though we nv win the most popular award. but at least our grp 1 is consider the best in terms of filming cause the first 2 prizes went to those graphics and animation which i no doubt tink they deserve it.

eeee

work is piling and about to set the tallest work pile record ever in my life which is slightly taller den mount everest.

1- docu, dunno why i end up as producer for it thou i realli wan to be editor for this but gues someone still hav to do this in the end. Hav to find all damn old bakeries in spore so if anyone know pls inform me thanks. dateline- before week 15

2- dion short film, the short film that nv seem to be able to finish, hav been shooting for 10 weeks and i tink only done about half, no time to film because of actors schedule and sch modules. dateline- er the earlier the better.

3- scriptwriting- my most hated module cause i simply cant write script, esp in eng. 25 full length pages. dateline- next fri

4- asian cinema- another stupid module that hav to keep typing. i gotta write for shiri of and joint security area which both i dun realli like. dateline- next thurs

5- digi photo- Oh NO! can u believe this!! another report assignment and soon i can be a pro in Microsoft word. hav to write a min 500 words essay of a photographer which is a veri hard thing for me as the only pro photographer i know is Oh Liang Cai. dateline- next tues.

6- my own short film- hav to think of my own bloody script which i hav been sourcing ideas for long. Hint to ppl- it will be most a comedy which i hav nv done b4(surprising to ppl who know me as i came to this course wit big hope to become the next Stephen Chow). dateline- i giv myself before week 15

7- the bloody M1 not hip and not happening- hav to submit the romantic resturant by this fri, but this episode i nt realli involve jus giv comments and help as much as possible. dateline- this fri

8-intro to entre- this is a veri dangerous and suckiest module i ever known and to warn all ppl nv take this module, i tink i hav known absolute nth in this module and hav to go present some shit i nv even know wad is goin on. dateline- presentation this sat.

so as a conclusion, i guess if i manage to finish all this work, i hav type almost 50,000 words and maybe more. so after typing this blog post, it added another 500 words i think which is the requirement for my photographer essay. YeAH!! and to ppl at iap now esp rachie and hudha dun giv up! i guess they wun make u do logging forever. be patient k. hope to cya all soon. miss ya all!!!

goodluck for those goin attachment next week...

wow... haven been blogging since first day of semester... which means 1 month and 10 days ba agaration... just putting a small post... haven been blogging cause been too busy wit school work and filming... normally by the time reach home would just drop dead go slp or rushing my reports hais...

anyway the main purpose of putting this post is to wish hudha, rachael, andy, erwan and rachel lim good luck in their attachment... sorry no chance to say personally to u all on friday... take care ar and remember to stay in contact!!! hope to cya all soon!!

first day of semester

feel really moody today... alex came and talk to me about my grp problem also... dun realli feel i am part of the grp now... hais cant realli bring up my own mood... so rent alot of dumb comedy dvds to watch hope will cheer me up slightly... hais go watch liao hope tmr will be a better day...

damn the school!!

what the hell is goin wrong wit my world and wad the hell is the school doing... they giv me digital photo in the first place and now suddenly i check the timetable i got 3d animation and i nv even request to change module or want tt module in the first place... i hate tt cause i noe i not suitable for tt.. shit the school does they know what the hell they are doing actualli anot change module and nv even send an email to inform the students and i just know tmr i got 3d animation... damn the school!!!

mr lonely

just came back from boon,my cousin birthday... jus a simple early celebration cause he is goin to army next fri... hais... 1 more less people for me to talk to when i got problem or lonely now...

i didn ha alot of people or good friends to share my feelings in my mind now maybe only 2, my best fren n my cousin hais so 1 lesser now... feeling like mr lonely in the song lonely right now...

Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own

today one of my grp ppl send me a msg to explain to me everythin.. didn noe u people will read my blog so didn mean to vent my unhappiness on purpose for u all to see... jus a way to let out my stress... so ppl dun mistaken... normally the day after i will jus take it as nth happen and carry on wit my this type of life...

anyway i wan to giv a short lecture about lateness, it not to means anythin about my grp problem, but i jus wan to say sth about my own opinion...

during a group work... if there are 5 person, if 1 is always late for example... the 1 or 2 other member will slowly feel why they come punctual for... den 1 or 2 will start to late for awhile also... maybe starting 10 mins... den slowly increase... den the 2 other not late will slowly ge sick of it and lateness will turn off ppl patience no matter how good a person patience is...

enough of lateness i wan to end this once and for all today... no more topic about tt anymore...

no more

the whole world blame me that time because of the huixiang matter...

now my whole group blame me just because i dunlike 1 person for being late. the whole world had changed, the person who is late is not at fault but the person that reprimanded her for being late is. they say she is naive and i was wrong to scold her, they bring all sorts of old histories to shoot at me and break me down to thousand pieces... they bring back hui xiang matter when i had totally forgotten about it. they say they are afraid of working wit me... they put all sorts of hurting comments on me. this is the first time i break down in front of a friend. i have nv done tt n i will not do tt again.

she can show all the people all the bad things i tok to her in msn but did she ever show ppl those chances i giv to her instead...who can be so sick enough to keep the conversation on msn jus to show people tt i scold her... she can say all the bad things and complain to all sorts of ppl around me but i now jus dun feel like bothering... let it be... i hate backstabbers to the core . Fuck all the backstabbers that have been fucking behind my back and fuck off to the other world!

i dunno if i can ever work with them again... i always lose in the battle of heart to heart talk... guys is always the one at fault... if i am a girl i dun tink i will be in the situation i am today... all girls target me 1 guy and u know u will nv win any supports from the moment it started... i tink i am just taken for granted in this world for trying to do my best for my part to assist my grp members to lessen their load of work n stress... but nobody is ever on my side when things go wrong, i miss the days when assignments is done on my own, i miss my secondary sch friends... i miss the yr 1 days and friends... i miss them, thinking of them make my eyes goes red.

they feel hurt when i say her but did they feel anythin at all when they say all those to me... we discuss today how to say to a grp member of not doin her part well as scared of hurting her feeling as she is sensitive... but did anybody body care about how i feel if i was sensitive or wadever... did anyone ask me about my feeling of what you all said... does any real people out there really take me as a friend... does anybody really care about my feelings and how i feel to all those words...i have wonder for a long time on the way back in the train...

the good thing about a blog is you can say all your unhappiness and no 1 is able to say u back.

the whole world can all blame me but i nv feel i am wrong cause i did it for the goodwill of that person.

SIANS!

its 2 45 am in the morning and i have jus finished giving up doing the m1 3gger graphics... hais recently just cant to do some decent graphics... actualli recently do any thing also no mood and haven realli put any heart into doing... guess i am too exhausted... work nv seems to stop since the short film assignment period... half hearted work is always not going to work

now waiting for champions league football and at the same time tried to accompany huixiang alonger more cause she working night shift alone at the company and she is so terribly scared when i merely mentioned ghosts haha silly girl... anyway liverpool yeah! although i support man u 1... tmr must reach sch at 10 to submit the graphics to ms pat ... hope wun get shoot by seah or any hais... mentally, physically, psychologically, still got wad ly.. hai jus basically exhausted...

thank thank!!!

woo life has been so super busy recently... have to go sch to have meeting about the stupid m1 3gger... also had to recee for my group fyp shortfilm ... also have to try to do starhub competition(feel quite bad nv help out much sorry andy rachie and hudha)... and finally coming up maybe will be doing is helping jack neo do a making of of his coming up movie about ex- convicts and how can we help them. if we r goin to do tt we will be going inside a real prison hohoho!!!

woo the day b4 yesterday when jack neo tok about his tt film it immediately remind of me my short film hoho around same idea la but tt film sucks! actualli we r goin to do the i not stupid 2 making of but dunno y he wan us do tt 1 i tink is because tt 1 shoot earlier. toking to jack neo is quite intimidating but he and the company ppl r nice... dunno if i am too excited or wad when shaking hand wit their production manager i say thanks den hudha stare n giggle at me i den realise i say sth wrong haha end up tt whole day keep been making fun by her. not sure yet if we can do the making of cause is going to be in june and there when the semester start so not sure if can fork out the time to do it, if we r goin to do tt i can predict i will be damn farking tired tt month.

yesterday went around receeing wit my grp... hmm not veri fruitful cause dun tink we manage to find those places we wan but find out a lot of place in spore tt i nv know of... i dun tink anyone will know in marin bay tt park there are some big statues of chinese historic ppl like guan yu , confucius, hua mulan, qu yuan, zheng he, blah blah blah in somewhere of the park. den there r a lot of funny birds tt cant normally be seen in spore.

ok i tink today this posting quite boring cause is quite boring to me also hohoho tink i gotta tink of the design for the 3gger logo liao ... hais sian... den the mr seah today wah rem i pek chek... he say wad we suppose to meet thurs y so many nt here... den i rem he tt time say is fri meeting den i tell him den he say no way cause i fri got meeting i cant have say its on fri... make me dun feel like saying anythin ok anyway boring day.. go watch dvd later... finding neverland hoho sayonara

Wah this past weeks have been travelling arounds singapore finding nice hangout and chillout places for a sort of magazine programme for m1. wah tell u all ppl also dun believe... in 3 days i tour... chinatown...maxwell rd...ang siang hill... clarke quay... muhammed sultan road... telok blancah... pasir panjang... sixth avenue... holland village... orchard ... town... wah and some other sort of wulu sammy places people will nv thod of going... but not bad at least if ppl next time ask me suggest to go where i can suggest alot hohohoho... but sandy u better dun tell me suggest go where for the 0305 outing... our grp ppl is just so un sporting... is there such a word? ok bey steady haha my eng nt veri gd so use some jiapalang language... but realli wan to try meet up once tt time yr 2 the meet up so un successful in the end only 6 pathetic ppl go the ucla or nypc eat ...

wa we went 2 boutique hotel which suggestly means small hotel but premium service.. wah we went a hotel in chinatown call hotel 1929 which is name after the street no. wh inside there are all sorts of funny chairs and the room decor r nice sia... but the staff attitude is 1 word to describe... sucky!

the other boutique hotel is at chinatown maxwell road scarlet hotel!!! wah inside chio sia... their room still got dunno how many stupid theme... their staff wear those dracula like coat wah only 1 word describe stylo... couples can go there pak tor until face veri scarlet ... people can check out their website at http://thescarlethotel.com/... chio website also hohohoho...

so next time people want go where chiong can ask me although i nv chiong 1 hoho but i can giv u all plenty of suggestions for cheap and good places... huang dao zui zui zui xia yi qi zai jian!!

sick:tired:dead

hmm recently feel quite weirdly... have my ups and downs... 1 of the good thing is i manage to meet my best friend to eat dinner recently... this best friend of mine wah quite a curse dunno is good thing or bad thing also know him since pri sch den same sec sch den same class somemore... den i repeat o level wah suey he always repeat wit me.. wah thod poly can get away from him liao wah cow same poly also but different courses haha... haven manage to meet alot... now is like every 1 yr meet up less den 10 times i tink ... when we meet up for dinner tt day also happen to c one of my sec sch gd frens ... haha had dinner together..

times realli flies... around in less than 1 yr time i will be graduating from poly and go to army blah blah blah... throughout all this yrs... friends seems to be leavign u ... nv manage to realli get contact wit most of them... wonder how r most of them now... hmm i hope my this grp of poly mates will stay in contact realli lov working wit u guys...

speaking about working... i not sure if i am a popular person in terms of tt... cause i always seem to have disagreement especially with girls whenever i working with... and recently i am veri sick of this girl tt i am group with... i treasure her as a friend but she disappoints me as a groupmate.

today i am quite pissed wit her... she know i hated her for being late and she still have the guts of smsing 1 of my grp mates lets compare who will be more late or wadever shit... she is late for almost 40mins and thus we wasted around tt period of time to discuss... do u know how much thing i can do in 40 mins and how much time of my time u wasted in total and u know how much things i can do wit tt... from now onwards i swear i wun giv a damn abt whether she late or do her part in her work... i jus keep quiet... maybe alot ppl might say i am a hard person to work with bad temper or wadever shit... but i am those type of person, if u jus do ur part i will be happy enough... actualli i quite like my this grp but jus because precious time is always wasted because of her... i am nt here to complain or spread bad words abt this person. but i am already quite sick of it... i had to voice out somehow... she has been a good fren whenever i am down.. especially the period when my grandma pass away... but i realli hope she will change her bad habit of been late... it realli pissed me off and make me dun feel like or motivated fo doin any work after waiting for her for at least half an hour everytime.

my next short film...

being busy all this while with work... so haven been blogging... still i am busy now anyway...

busy with a industrial project call 3GGER tts is supposely for m1 for the current most in gadget 3G handphones... we have to shoot videos about the muost fun cheapest things in singapore in other words means cheap and good !!!

currently also working on my friends short film ... again the cameraman haha so scare in future dunno anythin except camera only... also i hope to write a script for a short film i want to direct... i want to dedicate this film to my grandma... its is about cigrattes and smoking... my grandma is a heavy smoker all the while... but knowing being passive smoker is nt good she never smoke when around her grandchildren... sometimes will get nagged by my parents uncles aunties... but i know she will nv want to do anythin bad to our health... ok haven realli develop the story... but tts wad i have in mind ... hope i can tink of a good script and hopefully able to film it...