recently i realise i listen english songs dun realli feel like crying when listen those sad songs compare to chinese songs. maybe because i eng listen more rock n rnb but i tink is because i understand the chinese the meaning and the lyrics of the song more.

wa recently veri sian pimple outbreak dunno y feel veri emo listen alot emo songs now i gonna put my top 10 chinese tear jerkers and some will make u all laugh.

1. Zhi Shao Hai You Ni (Sandy lam) This song makes me think of my ex gf till now nv love a person like the last relationship i have bring alot of memories.

2. Xing Bu Liao Qing (Wan Fang) The show is a classic n the song makes the show a classic.

3. Zui (Leslie Zhang) One of my fav hk actor died, everything heard this song will remind of him and his movies.

4. Wai Po (Jay Chou) The death of my ah ma is the one thing tt changes me the most, for ppl who know me know tt i am closer to my ah ma den my parents as she is the one brought me up so this song always makes me feel i nv done anythin tt make her proud b4 which is of my biggest regret.

5. Fa Ru Xue (Jay Chou) wa the lyrics veri chim but sound poetic describing a veri chio girl, i tink fang wen shan must realli love tt girl alot to write this piece of work.

6. Ni De Bei Bao (Eason Chan) Dunno y the first few lines of these song makes me veri emo everytime.

7. Hai Kuo Tian Kong (Beyond) My all time fav.

8. Ru Guo Ni Hai Ai Wo (Guan Liang) The piano piece he sang at the wu yi liang pin farewell concert wa emo sia, my wish is to bring this song n sing n play on piano to the girl i like.

9. Shi Jie Mo Ri (S.B.D.W resung by Jaychou) i listen to sbdw version b4 jaychou make it a hit around sec 3. i know this song b4 everybody so i veri proud.

10. Tian Hei Hei (Sun Yan Zi) beautiful lyrics again

wa recently tt stupid fucking fellwo who bring the sar 21 out of camp nabei dun let me c him i whack him with my m 16. knn cause every body in spore doing guard duty so much trouble now n wth i am like bloody doing guard duty everyday somemore.

wa wth everybody is helding concert nowadays even the hokkien chen lei. his ticket u guess hw much na bei most ex is 190 haven plus sistic 2 bucks charge somemore. knn i rather go listen getai tt huang lei free of charge. plus i can go buy 10 dollars muah chee eat till i puke and shit muahchee.

wa liao david copperfield coming to spore i wan go c lei. he performing at spore indoor stadium on 2nov n 3 nov. i will tell him make my camp disappear den next day dun need book in. yeah.

today jus bk out den tmr mus go back camp 730 am shit again ippt n after tt national education trip. nabei last time poly do survey sld slam the national education make me now so mahuan.

hippest ns men man sharing hippest ns news in town

black eyed peas coming spore in oct concert indoor. guest starring!! er click 5. char kway tiao stalls rem fergie buy kway tiao dun giv her hum.

luo zhi xiang also helding concert i tink nov.

den knn normaly i book in 8am mus wake up 6 am bloody early liao rite tmr hav to reach by 630 am because of some stupud marathon i had to run. suddenly all the vulgarities i learn in my life all came out (all sandy teach me 1). no choice had to take taxi. poor ns men.

yeah 1 more month over ord ord ord.

movies to watch out for sept n oct.
1. planet terror
2. sicko (documentary by michael moore fame of fahrenheit 911 n bowling for columbine)
3. shoot em up
4. death at a funeral (a indie tt i waited veri long! by frank oz)
5. balls of fury( er sorry i like dumb flicks sometime and somemore starring christopher walken)
6. superbad( produced by director of 40yr old virgin n knocked up judd apatow so sld be ver funny us top box office no1 for 2 weeks.
7. Se jie (ang lee sex again.)
8. waitress

i goin to watch the muay thai next month. can sing huo yuan jia.




huo huo huo huo huo huo huo

the hippest ns men in town goin to share the hippest news in town.

woohoo black eyed peas coming spore for concert in oct and got guest performance by!!! er click 5 try clicking ur mouse 5 times. char kway tiao stalls rem when fergie buy char kway tiao dun giv her hum.

luo zhi xiang also coming for concert i tink nov.

damn wheres my killers n jay chou.

den the xin guang bag wah so fast gt season 2 more kiasu den mediacorp. 1st season over immediately season 2 but hear the participant nt bad nt bad too bad spore dun hav.

wah tmr i goin to camp early normally is hav to reach 8am means i had to wake up 6am crazy liao rite tmr because of some stupid marathon i had to go had to reach 630am! siao all the vulgarities i learn in my life suddenly all came out immediately. no choice take taxi. poor ns man

aug over yeah 1 more month over. i goin to watch muay thai next month can sing huo yuan jia there.




huo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo

Fido: 2.5 stars /5
actualli storyline quite interesting but the way they shoot is damn draggy even though the movie only 90mins but feel damn long. their jokes are nt funny, shaun of the dead is much much better. the difference bewteen shaun and other spoofs is they spoof the movie because they love the predecessors like dawn of the dead and want do justice to the genre but other spoofs like epic and scary movie is just want to make fun of the movie so all hail to you edgar wright.

Ratatouillie

movie review

Ratatouillie: 4 and a quarter/5 . Pixar animation is always much much better then the other animations like shreks, madagascar, flushedaway er n zodiac. they spends 2 yrs developing the stories, 1 yr designing the characters, another year animating. tts hw long they took to make a animation u see on the screen average 4-6 yrs. tts y all their movies turn out good and this is one of their better storylines i feel. the rat is veri nice animated especially.

ok since so free i will put my pixar movies chart pls compare alongside ur list too.

1. Toy Story (always the best and always will be a classic)
2. Ratatouillie
3. Finding Nemo
4. The Incredibles
5. Cars
6. A Bugs Life
7. Monster Inc
8. Toy Story (I don't like franchise and they are making a TOy story 3 dun ruin a classic.)

Btw the next pixar film is call Wall-e due to come out next year about robots. pls check it out.

i saw roystan tan!

omg yesterday after walking from ps to mustafa (visualize it with taipei to beijing music) me ade eunice mz joel walk to jalan basar scissor cut curry rice aka the place tt cause christoper lee get caught drink driving, we saw roystan tan.

as i say in my previous post he is my fav spore director, films like his cut, sons(his first short), hock hup leong, 15 n recently 881 i am a big fan of it! so i hesistate veri long den go get an autograph from him n told him we like his movies hoho he veri nice we go liao still wave to us. den ade stupid keep wan to take photo still say is i wan to take kns. (actualli gt a little wan but too bad no camera)

ok tts all watchin ratatouillie later share with u the review n olc rating (watch out).

oLc back

Due to overwhelming response, oLc a blogisnotablock blogspot one of the most popular blogspot in yishun is back! thanks thanks for everybody waiting. Even though almost a yr absense my loyal fans which consist only 2 sandy n ty hav eben pesturing for my return. the feeling i am feeling right now is like chow yun fatt after being in hollywood so many years come back to asia act in Curse of the Golden FLower.

Anyway i going to make this sort of a movie blog since everybody know i loves movies like i love singapore. just an update for u guys i am officially 1 yr 2 months in army. ord in next yr may. hopefully can clear leave by end of mar. so look out for the return of me. i swear to keep my hair as long as power station.

is time for the daily gossips. recently kns got 1 thing happen to ade dunnwan to say wad make us both veri angry sth to do with bd presents. pui pui pui.

now for the recently movies reviews.

Movies view in cinemas.
Hairspray: 3/5 stars watched it yesterday with ade. knn the gv the voucher say 2 dollar pian ren say wad cannot free passes tell them eat my shit. anyway hairspray i tink is like the high sch musical(though i nv watch tt b4) alot of singing n is like a battle bewteen ang mo and negros which is like the modern bay battle of beyonce n britney spears but in the end ang mo lose so britney had to strip her panties.

the cherography is gd singing nt my type of music machiam disney in rnb. but the lead girl veri fat keep reminding me of the fat asses in zouk come n dance with the guys. so if u dun like tt this movie is not for u.

881: 3 /5. i watch this movie with my support of my spore fav director royston tan. he is the director of 15 (aw aw 3 6 9, spore bo bey chao!) movie i dun need to further explain about papayas and durians fighting in getais. in the end papaya lose cause they mei mei papaya still call them self papayas, GAN TIE!!

Bourne Ultimatium: 4 and a quarter/5 omg the best movies i watched in recent months. the vision of the movie is excellent. the excellent editing n clever use of hand held cameras, small dialogues is woohoo outta the world. i am nt a big fan of the director (paul Greengrass.. united 93 and bourne supremacy) cause of its overuse of handheld camera make me everytime come out of the cinema feels like roller coaster ride. but the action is there, the storyline although i nv watched the first n only the second doesen matter cause the action rocks. Highly recommended !

Simpsons the movie: 3 and a half outta 5. not very funny i tink any episode of south park will be funnier but the colour sui hor. veri colorful can fight with spongebob.

Secret: 3 and a half/5. since this movie is a secret cannot tell u all but go c this movie without knowing the plot will turn out 2 times better. but alot of loopholes but gd debut for jay chou. huo huo huo huoh uohuohuo.

Movies view on dvd recently
Bobby: 3 and a half out of 5. THis movie is about hw the US president George bush ancest Robert Francis Kennedy aka RFK (copy oLc) assasination, wad happen b4 tt to the people around in the hotel n after. lindsay lohan performance is realli gd in this, i tink is the best role i seen of her since she only act in meanie roles like means girls n herbie.

Igby goes down
This show is act by the Home alone younger bro forget his name. The boy father is mentally ill. he got a super clever talented bro. but he always sorta of a attitude problem like brat(eunice) argur with family, fight, drugs, smokes, so his mum send him to military sch(poor thing i can understand the feeling) but he awol den go to seek living with hs godfather also a jerk. den he sleep with the godfather mistress (he is only 17 tt time) n know a junkie girl played by claire danes. den aiya i say until goin nowhere u all go imdb read synopsis urself.

A Beautiful Mind: 4 outta 5. I only watch this recently i guess alot ppl watch it b4 already. realli gd film but i tink overrated by the oscars. jennifer connelly is excellent in this (she won a supporting actress for oscar).

Ok now to i going to make my imdb top 250 divide by 2.5 oLc 100 top movies of wad i had watched
1. Pulp Fiction
2. Million Dollar Baby
3. Infernal Affairs
4. Oldboy
5. Sin city
6. Kill Bill Vol. 1
7 . American Beauty
8. Sixth Sense
9. Big Fish
10. Royal Tenanbaums
11. Memento
12. Fight CLub
13. Matchstick men
14. Requiem of a Dream
15. Edward Scissoshand (the veri first eng movie i watched, sorta change my life)
16. PTU
17. Reservoir Dogs
18. City of God
19. Garden State
20. Lord of war
21. Forrest Gump
22. Trainspotting
23. Bullet in the head
24. Closer
25. Squid and the whale
26. 300
27. Chungking Express
28. Ying Xiong
29. Amelie
30. Broken Flowers
31. Babel
32. Secretary
33. Toy Story
34. Match Point
35. Shaolin soccer ( sorry i laugh like shit in this 1)
36. Hotel Rwanda
37. Leon the Professional
38. Punch Drunk Love
39. Usual Suspects
40.Almost Famous
41. Kungfu Hustle
42. Finding Neverland
43. Ed Wood
44. Shawshank Redemption
45. Ghostbusters
46. The Good the bad and the ugly
47. Eternal sunshine of the spotlessmind
48. Hustle and Flow ( the only mtv movie in this table)
49. Prestige
50. Batman Begins
51. Catch me if you can
52. Love Actually
53. Bad Santa
54. Lord of the Ring: Return of the king
55. American History X
56. Paris Je Taime
57. Amadeus
58. Donnie Darko
59. I am Sam
60. The Green Mile
61. 50 first dates
62. Spiderman 2
63. Farewell of a concubine
64. Collateral
65. Run Lola Run
66. Se7en
67. Face/Off
68. Little Miss Sunshine
69. God of Cookery
70. Jiang Hu
71. Minority Report
72. Jurassic Park
73. Lion King
74. Gladiator
75. Phone Booth
76. Pans Labyrinth
77. Pirates of the Caribbean
78. Magnolia
79. Truman Show.
80. Saving Private Ryan
81. Fargo
82. Heat
83. Unbreakable
84. Butterfly Effect
85. Man on Fire
86 Minority Report
87. Beautiful Boxer
88. Hard Boiled
89. The Notebook
90 Snatch
91. X-men 2
92. Sling Blade
93. Battle Royale
94. Life Aquatic of Steve Zissoc
95. Chicago
96. Cast away
97. 25th Hour
98. Last Samurai
99. Full Metal Jacket
100. Jerry Maguire

wah cant believe i type so much. hope u all also wil share with me the latest movies u all watch n can tok cork abt movies n other nonsense here. can comment on the chart also. cya!

nv blog for months, but feeling realli low n down, no 1 to tok to so this is my las place to vent out my feelings, hope this 2 yrs of shit will quickly end, i hav being post to a shit place wit a shitty working schedule and the ppl there are sadistic bastards. i can take the tough, but everytime i try visualizing myself wad wil happen if i serve this shit after my o's hw different will it be nw, i will be working wad i always wan to do, in film, study part time, i had my plans. sometime i c my frens happily discussing work n sch i feel happy for them but sometimes jealous too... i realli wan to do those things of my passion, filming, watching movies, i badly badly badly wan to work, the feeling of no money, cant do the things i realli wan make me realli depress. everynite b4 slping all this thoughts keep caming to my end. luckily i had still frens who will ask me out which at least wun make me think during the weekends. i am heading a life of no where. i dunno wad am i goin to do in future. i dunno where i am heading. i wan to earn money to able to giv my parents every month. i wan to do the things i wan get the things i wan. i hope to hav a person to pour out my sorrows. sth everybody is jus real busy n u dunno wad to do. getting drunk cant even make me forget all this shit. i dunno wad is making me like tt, sth jus when someone nv reply or nv pick up my call when i wan someone to tok to makes me realli depress, the thod of nth to do during the weekend or burn my weekend inside tt place i rather die.

goin in soon. when will ths end. sorry blog always used u as my frustration ground. i am just grumbling. nw feeling slightly better. i can only look forward to the next weekend.

wo officiall my last post b4 goin army dunno if i will still be tt free to post any but i will try to update as much as possible on this blog. n hope to continue hearing news from u guys. n faj hahahah i miss ur accompany too although u r the loudest n most violent girl i ever know.

thanks guys for all the accompany n making time to meet up with me this past week even though u all r either working, crippled in kaili case, and busy, thanks sandy,takyee,jiayi,ade,kaili,rachael,ken zhang,alvin,eunice and my best fren hongyuan for meetin this last week of mine n fun n memorable.

n guys hope u all can come for graduation on jun20 no matter how busy u all r k!!! n hopefully i will be free 1 whole day n hope to gather for dinner with u guys(hopefuly fisn n co again at glass house) pass the msg around k!!!

take care everybody, miss u guys i will keep tinking of u all throughout my lonely time inside! : )

i guess my previous post of movie reviews is not veri well received. guess i am not cut out to be a movie critic hoho.

the day is getting nearer.

if got a choice i wun wan to let go ... somehow everybody is veri happy school is finally over, but somehow i realli love sch and friends and of course wad i am studying.

i miss production life, miss receeing around touring and fin out some realli special places in spore, get to eat realli good food at places tt u will nv thod of goin in ur whole life, carrying tons of heavy equiptment in early 5am morning or 12 midnite for shoots, toking nonesense n jk around with crew and cast, i miss staying overnight for days outside the bakery talking throughout the nite eating hot and fresh breads, i miss shooting at bus stops for consecutive days with all public eyes on us, i miss travelling from locations to location on aurelia dad lorry, i miss climbing mountains and walking through forests to find suitables spots.

i miss sch, i will miss editing in the avid room watch dvds and playing with my paper soccer ball, i miss acting realli stupid and being gaying in the studio studio project, dead corpse, being extra in short film and being a stupid gangster in a stupid short and i bet nobody in the indsutry or anybody will be willing to pay me to act again, thanks for all the actign chances u all giv me. i miss staying overnite in sch and hide urself from the security to nt get caught.

i miss thailand surin yep, an important part of my life, where i get to bond and realise the really great friends i had, i miss running around in 4 am in the morning finding to find the sunrise which had nv been found, i miss sitting by the shelter by the river talking crap and playing stupid name games, i miss playing with the naive kids and acting like a big kid myself dancing and playing all day and night. i miss chasing gecko and end up being chase away by them.

i miss all the ktv sessions i had, i miss voiceout the first singing competiton i join n won which i will nv had thod of join all my life. i miss acting like a fake nigga singing nigga songs.

i miss going to zoo to draw stupid hawk and musuem drawing statues with friends although i am nt gd at drawing, i miss drawing the thousands sheets of rice sacks in the animation studio n buying 1 dollars nuggets and wedges at the south canteen.

i miss playing sports in sch although my bunch of fren are nt realli sporty ppl which cause me to rate severly obese by mindef. i miss playing bball b4 cp1 lesson n get scold by danny kon for appear smelly n late in class. i miss playing soccer in the hockey pitch and joining competition even though we always get knock out in the first round. i miss playing badminton with the girls even though they are quite bad at it.

i will miss all the overnight mahjong sessions.

and last and most of all. i miss all the friends i had. i love u guys. u all gave me a great 3 yrs. n hope this friendship will last forever. thanks so so so so so so much guys.

since i am so free today i will do a free movie review for the recent movies i watch. u guys r so lucky.

Poseidon- 3 and a quarter/5 ---> Poor start and poor ending. No character development. After i watch finish the movie i dun even rem a single name of the actor in the show. Quite entertaining in the middle though.

Da vinci code 3 ---> i walk into the cinema so excited to watch this movie and i walk out a sian guy. For all the hype and good cast the show is nv gan chiong and the cast chemistry r terrible especially tom hanks and audrey tautou!!!! 2 of my fav actors!!!

Matador 4 stars---> This is the best role and most unique role Pierce Brosman everhad. The story is sort of nt brilliant but entertaining.

Kiss Kiss bang bang 3 and a quarter stars---> i am a crime and thriller movie lover but this 1 realli disappoints me. no more kissing n not realli alot of banging. i bang on the wall though accidentely watching the movie. abit cheesy too.

Inside Man 3 and 3 quarter---> i am a big lover of clive owen, i tink he is underrated for a actor. he make this movie so cool and style. veri intelligent story it makes u tinking throughout and even after watching the movie.

Sympathy of lady vegeance 3 and half stars ---> I am a big fan of Park Chan Wook and his oldboy. Oldboy is kick ass. This 1 however is alright. Its still the director typical stylish movie. But in this the director seems to go over style over substance. Oldboy is so tense n gan chiong but in this quite draggy n boring narration. but da chang jin lead is kickass.

8 below 3 and 3 quarter stars ---> dogs are kickass and inside the movie the dogs are cute and kickass.

History of Violence 3 stars---> wah liao i thod this movie veri gd sia i read imdb some ppl still rate top movie of the yr. sucks lor quite violent la but i also can be veri violent . violent mus gt entertainment wad. liek i slap u ur head fly off violent n funny wad. this 1 violent den nth liao.

Match point 3 and 3 quarter stars---> woody allen finally make a watchable film. wow this movie is sexual and gan chiong. the girls inside r beautiful especially one of my fav scarlet johansoon. the twist of the movie is gd its moves nicely from romance->drama->crime->thriller wow gd movie.

walk the line - 4 stars --> joaquin pheonix is kickass. he sings so well make me wan to buy the movi soundtrack. gd music gd movie.

fun with dick and jane 3 stars ---> i luv jim carrey but i did nt had any fun with dick and jane in this movie.

duma 3 and 3 quarter ---> cool movie its almost a animal planet movie. u get to see cheetahs, crocodiles, giraffes, lions, tigers, lioness, snake, the iceage tt veri cute small n big eyes animal and humans.

secondhand lions 3 and 3 quarter ---> it is like nanny mcphee n lemony snicketts type of movie. a small child abandon by his mum to live with 2 weird uncles who had disappear for 40 yrs and rumored to have kept millions of cash in their house. this is definely better den the 2 other movies. n no lion inside only one old lioness tt dies in less den 15 mins of screen time.

producers 3 stars ---> its a okay movie. i like the comedy part but i hate those musicals tt keep singing instead of talking. gosh imagine i doin tt everyday in real life.

3 times 0 stars ---> the worst movie i ever watch easily summaried.

okay since its so fun i will rate my all time top 10 favourite movie. everybody can leave in my comments their top 10 fav movies also n c whose list is more kickass.

1: Milliondollar baby ---> veri kickass
2. Matchstick men ---> wonderful performance by nicholas cage and stylish directing by ridley scott
3. kill bill vol.1- tarantino is kickass x 10
4. infernal affairs -> top movie by splendid cast and excellent filmography
5. pulp fiction -> tarantino kickass x 10, so far tarantino is kickass x 100 cause 10 x 10 equal 100
6. chungking express---> wong kar wai old movies are kickass and sophiscated to watch in an entertaining manner
7. oldboy --> this is kickass
8. closer ---> worth natalie portman is kickass
9. city of god-> kickass x 5
10. sin city -> tarantino friends are kickass. somehow everybody are beginning to become kickass.

I am simply too free so had to post this to take away 5-10 mins of my time. i am simply bored bored bored. i spend the past week battling sorethroat, super bad flu and now block nose. and of course watching dvds.

wah liao and somemore i goin ns soon. wah liao everynight i cant slp sia den visualize myself in the army uniform in 16 days time. den i also sort of prepare myself by watching war movies like saving private ryan, jarhead n behind enemy lines. its kind of psych me up. and even though i try to force myself to go train up my stamina in case i appear in the news the next day the fastest ns men to die during national service. and visualize my passport photo wit my tt bird mohth wearing a cork spects cause tts the last passport photo i take in a long time. omg i will disgrace all the decrestants of the oh family.

wah liao how ar everynight cannot slp lei!!!

omg i am so bloody bored n broke. i guess this past 1 week i spent my time at home watch the movies equal to wad i can watch in half a yr.

and school and grades are over so jus get over it. i dun wanna lose a friend again because of this. jus wan to say this again one last time.

DFV lecturers suck my ass.

Fusion is finally over and now i am quietly waiting at home for my NS 2nd of June.

This week is being a damn boring week... Cause most of my friends had already started working and seldom had time to meet up or hang out together. Hais... Somehow jealously came to my mind looking at my friends who are able to start their "career" and i had to wait 2 more years and by tt time i dun tink alot of employers will wan to hire someone wit no experience and last do sth tt he learn more den 2 yrs ago... i had quite a no. of job offers but when they know u going ns they jus dun feel liek entertain u anymore... everybody is looking for girls editor, producers, graphic... but nevertheless i am glad for my friends too to be able to find a job so soon and share their experiences with me like sandy, jiayi, kaili, ade, rachael and i definely know wit ur talents u will find a job soon easily takyee hahahah so dun worry.

I went to my female cousin 21st bd las fri who happen to be in the same yr as me... Gosh its being so fast... i am able to walk into a cinema soon and watch RA movie without borrowing a friend ic... her party was er such a party... the people crowded until i and my cousins cannot even find a place to sit so we jus go there drop the gift and leave in jsut 15 mins. wah hear her goin to be a air stewardess... wah liao everybody gt job!!! n i feel like a poor out of job lazy getting fed by parents useless brat.

hope all my friends will still able to keep in touch often,,, wad i worried most is to lost a bunch of good kicking ass fun bunch of friends to time and national service.

gosh i better start to relearn how to sing the national anthem.

I CANT BELIEVE AFTER YESTERDAY WAD I POST ABT UNFAIR GRADES I GT A EVEN MORE UNFAIR NEWS TODAY!!!

My grp 1 person get DIST for FYP n the rest A. PLS MAN. I DO THE MOST FOR FYP!!! I ALMOST SINGELE HANDELY COME SCH EVERYDAY TO DO SCS N I EDIT LIKE SHIT TO RESCUE THE SHORT FILM!!! N WTH!!! I GET A only~~~~ ITs nt the person who get dist who is the fault ITS THE LECTURERS FAULT!!!

THEY R FARKING BIASE!!! HOW IS THEIR GRADING CRITERIA WHEN 6 person do the same thing n only 1 get dist!!!!! ITS ALWAYS THE LEC " PET STUDENTS" WHO GETS THE BEST GRADES!!! I DESERVE BETTER!!!!!!!! I WAN TO GO INTO UNI!!!!! IF I GOT A DIST FOR MY FYP I COULD STAND A MUCH HIGHER CHANCE TO GO INTO UNI!!! I REALLI WAN TO GET IN ARGH!!!(&&*(^*(%^&%

I DO LIKE SHIT FOR THE IAP N WHILE SOME OTHERS CAN GET DIST I GET A~!!!! PLS EVERYBODY WHO HAVE EYES CAN C I DO THE MOST FOR IAP!~!!!! I THINK THE LECTURER EYES R STUCK IN THEIR ASS!!!!!!!! N ITS NT JUS THIS 2 modules!!! IN THE PREVIOUS PAST DOCU, AND OTHER NONSENSE MODULES!!!!!!!!! N LIKE KEN GRP WHY DID ONLY THE *** GET A AND THE REST GET B!!! CAUSE THE *** IS A TEACHER PET***... FUCK U LECTURER WAN BUY PET GO OUTSIDE BUY!!!FARK THE NYP N FARK THE DFV LECTURERS FUCK THE WORLD!!!!

AND I AM NT THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS TREATED LIKE THIS I TINK MY OTHER CLASSMATES KAILI RACHAEL N WHOEVER WHO GRP WIT TEACHERS PETS DESERVE MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER!!!

AND Y R THE "PETS" ALLOWED TO SHARE 2 PPL TO 1` PANEL AND THE OTHERS 3 TO A PANEL!!! WAD WILL THE CLIENTS and VISITORS FEEL WHEN THEY SEE THIS!!! THIS WILL OBVIOUSLY FEEL THEY R THE BETTER STUDENTS!!!! AND NV GIV US 2 BOOTH NVM!!! STILL WAN ME GO BACK DO WAD IC MOVE COMPUTERS FROM BLK M TO AUDITORIUM!!! GO HIRE A BHANGRA TO MOVE URSELF U IDIOTS!!!

AND WHEN WE CONFRONT THE LECTURERS Y THE GRADING IS LIKE TT!!! THIS LEC A WHOSE NAME BEGINS WIT A SAYS HE DUNNO CAUSE DURING THE GRADIGNMEETING HE NT THERE TELL US ASK LEC J WHOSE NAME START WIT J, AND HE SAY HE DUNNO ASK LEC A. DUN TELL ME DFV LECTURERS ALL GET PAID FOR NTH GRADING SO IMPORTANT THING U ALL ALSO DUNNO!!! i pay SCH FEES FOR WAD 1!!!!

Grades r unfair, i dun tink sum ppl deserves the grades they get. LECs r BIASE. N some other ppl deserve better. er n i dun mean myself.

Grades r unfair, i dun tink sum ppl deserves the grades they get. LECs r BIASE.

I AM GOING TO NS!

helo everybody n hi eta hahaha its official i am goin to be enlisted into national service on 2nd of June 2006 8 am. it is faster den i expected. hais haven play enough. As i am in the obese they say i am going to go through wad obese military training. wth scarly obese training is practising blocking the bullets in the front line to protech ur fellow thinner soldiers. so means i am going to BMT for 15 weeks. SIAN!

wah the bloody ns quite stupid still send me a letter tt says on the eve of ur recruitment date, you are allowed to post a dedication to Power 98 fm and u can post a dedication to your friends and family. Wth, sounds like writing a will, and sld be ppl posting dedications to me rite y i post to them hahahaha!

Wah hear from eta n read mingyan blog tt a lot of ppl had quit TMVC. For those of u all who dunno. Its a realli jialat company where the PAs nv had a good life and work like cows and interns having to stay overnite for stupid digitizing (i guess i am the only lucky 1). Wah hear tt mingyan is accused of losing the petty cash money n was nt allowed to make a police report n they had to deduct their pay. Wad The HECK!

Wah now had to tink of my booth design n website for the preparation of FUSION 2006. For those of u all who dunno wads tt its a exhibition showcase of our School of Design work of the graduation batch. It will be held 27.28,29 of Apr. PPl who r free can drop by and giv me some support hohoho.

hais my plan after ns is hopefully able to go into Uni. Hais but dun tink my results wil allow me to get into local uni. i had better work on my showreel n portfolio if nt i will hav to work n save money to study overseas.

i feeling kind of weird. something is going to happen. be careful people. trust me.

Wah just now read sandee blog c the pics she post. wah hav seen hw much everybody had changed. me from not so fat to being classified as severely obese by the army medical ppl. hx sian from a auntie transform to a little girl, sandy tnay wah the hair realli quite cork but i quite like it tt time i tink hahahah, only person who haven seems to change is faj n ty.

so much has pass this few yrs, treasure every friends of mine i had here, its mus be one of my happiest few yrs in life. n tink back i still almost wan to quit jus after my first yr first df asignment but i had finally struggled through n realli enjoy wad i did here.

thanks guys for all the joy, fun, "pain" tt u had given me.

Wah time is passing fast... my veri gd cousin is getting rom in june. hahaha veri xian mu them see them together so long even since i sec sch they together liao, wah like 8 yrs liao and i am only 20 now. and he is only 2 yrs older den me... which them bai tou dao lao yong jie tong xin!!!

Since long i have bee blogging tink sld be quite a long post.

Hais alot of thing happening to my mother side again. My uncle dun tink i sld be calling him a uncle again has an affair with an indonesian girl which even born him a child which my aunt jus found out recently. even though my aunt forgive him once he still go back to her, leaving her with 4 children. my small cousin still wrote a letter to him stating she how is he willing to leave a woman who has been with you for more than 20 yrs den one u know for barely few yrs.

recently nt long my uncle also just divorced her wife, who is a super career woman, my uncle is in a bad state and sad mood everyday, his son only primary 3 still say he has no father at all.

15 more days and it has been a yr since my ah ma pass away... miss her so much, so much... thod of her everyday speaking n nagging to me in the living room... putting wallet inside my money when she saw my wallet was empty... tidying up my untidy room... n joking at me when i going to bring my gf back again cause she didn long i have broke up wit me ex yrs ago...

my shoot is finishing... going to grad soon... yet i haven finish up anything... got to push myself... feel so unmotivated to do things recently... feel veri veri tired n mentally strain everyday... where has my motivation n never say die spirit i had during my first yr gone too... i wish i could force myself to be hardworking...

Watch the Gloden Globe award this morning! was really proud to see Ang Lee Brokeback mountain winning so many big awards, best director, best screenplay, it really done us Asian so proud! he still wish all the chinese a happy new year in chinese! I really damn wish to watch tt movie soon, but tink maybe due to the movie controversial topic it might be rated r21 or censorsed until the movie become dunno wad mountain.

There are 2 popular topics of movies i feel will always being successful, first is liek gay and lesbians topics, if you can write a really touching story of this genre i tink u will definely score. Another is those poor rural contries story like african which is like City of God, Tears of the Sun, Lord of war and Hotel Rwanda. Watch City of God the second time yesterday, its such a powerful movie tt realli make u appreciate what u hav now, and the director is really such a genius, how can he tink of all this shots and style, and strong storyline. The tears of the sun is also make u argh! tt type of movie, got 1 part is the african rebels cut away women breast just because they dunwan allow them to fee their child. Wth i cant imagine if spore got this type of ppl. Anyway rem to catch up constant gardener ppl cause its the director of City of God! Yipee! alot of great movies coming up!

Yo, chinese new year is coming sort of mix moods for me, hmm chinese new year had seen different to me seens 3 years ago, cause if u guys dunno for a chinese traidtion if a person in ur family passes away tt year, you cant celeb cny for the following cny, 3 years ago my great grandma pass away, 2 years ago my grandma thus i nv celeb las yr, n las yr my grandma pass away so i am nt gonna celeb this yr again. nv celeb means like we wun make up a fuss abt it, u cant give angbaos, er and it is just like any other day.

Seldom share my family n private problems wit my friends, nt tt i dunwan to say, but maybe due to ppl opinion of me i feel sth ppl dun take seriously of what i say as i am always those easy going happy go lucky person and i tend to get emotional when tok abt this type of stuff n relationship stuff cause haven had a realli memorable n happy relationships b4. Miss those old past chinese new year wit my family, all my lrelatives going to visit my mum side grandma where she will whip up a big meal, the first round eaten by all the adults and the second round all the grandchildren. But we haven really meet up all my cousins since my grandma pass away 2 yrs ago. There is a good thing abt funeral is where u will meet all the people u wun seen for a long time, normally it is usually those unhappy thigns tht we ppl will meet up like one of my cousin tt gone rebellious get whipped up badly by a gang of people 2 mths ago den we see each other, or like my uncle divorcing my ex-aunt.

guess this yr i wun hav any reunion dinner- again, cause my mum will be working at the coffeeshop in chinatown where is the peak period during the cny eve. Okay guess i will be spending myself at home watching tv n those cny program or c if i go to my buddy cousin hse to eat wit them.

Okay sad thing enough, ok more happier things, been doing the editing of the YEP to Surin trip again, watching back all the footages bring back fond memories although there is sad 1 which make me er wan to cry almost when see faj hugging her mum, during the last teachign day in Surin at the camp, and the fun we had in Surin. I realli realli realli realli missed and enjoy those days, its like one of the happiest part of my life which i will nv forget, days i had wit my friends, hw we bond n know each other better, seeing each other ugliest self (just waking up from bed, and shitting in the toilet). Okay gonna continue editing although i am so pek chek when i do the logging until hang, GOD i nv save! must redo everything! FxxK it!

Its sunday today. one of the rainest sunday i ever seen. i love u rain but u must learn when to stop raining, cause you must understand... HOW CAN I DRY MY CLOTHES IF U KEEP RAINING!!!... cough erm. erm. er a bit fierce, but anyway get to watch narnia hohoho finalyl finish watching the 2 blockbuster of dec king kong and narnia. its all begin with everybody hav watch either one of this movies except me, and thus i was forced to watch shit movies like aeon flux, family stone, a chinese tall story. cant realli call them shit but does not worth me paying more den 7 dollars for them. narnia is a pretty good one but sorry, king kong is cuter! (am i sort of praising myself?)

ok jus watch the ren ci charity show, nv been so much affected about charity and those shows, cause its like u see at least 3 or 4 big shows like nkf kidney, nkf heart prob, renci, got another one forget wad, u c flag days everywhere, u c salvation army ppl ringing their bells during christmas, even news of nkf ppl buying gold taps, actors blaming producers of telling them to do stunts fo the shows, so i was sort of immune and no feelings to all this, but how the Reverend Ming Yi say just now, the ppl most affected are the poor patients, its liek beause of tt 1 person its sinks the whole ship. sad sad sad. so me myself make my first call out of my own pocket. 5 dollars. YEAH.

ITS 2006! er abit slow to say tt. So long nv post cause being bloody busy with stuff this week, had my iap stuff finally over after a presentation, got to go for a shoot at a veri boring place and sick of it place hospital. my fyp project also hospital!!! boring boring boring.

Finally can to reunite with my grp but it wasn;t a great start to the reuinion, kaili got food poisoning which is quite unlikely to happen cause she nv eat much anyway, azhar get BUANG! ouch! oh the first week he got his bike and fractured his arm, aut injured her poor toe playing soccer, me myself consider veri lucky compared to them a bad flu and bad throat, mus be due to the ever changing weather of spore, drink more water guys!

Wah this fyp is realli dragging man, we gotta finalise the script which always took forever, since rem the last gift days, ok tink i better forget those days, hope we can do as much as possible. And my grp is called hexagon! cause dion xu ke xin say our previous grp name noiretblanc is a jinx. er no comments for tt. if hexagon will realli bring us luck i will buy 4d 6666 cause hexagon actualli means 6 sided which is the no. of ppl in my grp.

2005 is a bad yr for me, a year to forget, a lot of things happen this year which sort of affect and changes my life and character. hope 2006 is a great yr to end my poly life.

now i am at home, in a boring sat, WHY AM I AT HOME ON A SATURDAY!!! sad sad sad.

My internship has finally came to an end. It is a sort of relieved and happy thing but i am also sad to leave the people there. The people there are realli nice like Mingyan, Eta, Melissa, Sally, Val, Dipin,Leeyi, Joe and Gary... If not for them my internship here will be an disater, i will not imagine how bored i am in the company having to stay around 9 hours everyday.

I always hate the last day of everything, like last day of primary 6, secondary sch, my last day at surin, last day of camps, my last day of 9 lives shoot, and now my last day of internship. No matter how much u hated ur sch, ur company, the ppl or wad, i tink u will still at hav fond memories of the place and the ppl most especially. You will thod, when will i meet this ppl again, maybe a yr, a month, or you might nv even see them again in your whole life. Sad isn't it. Now i going to finish my poly soon, goin army later, dun even know will be able to stay contact with most of my friends in poly, realli love poly life, i couldn't imagine enjoying sch in jc. studying and wearing uniform just sucks.

Yeah 9 lives gonna wrap tonight, gonna share with u guys my whole experience in my first real drama production...

At the start it has realli been tough, cause everybody work realli fast and there is no time to delay, you jus cant walk to the toilet u must rush, u cant climb the stairs, u must cheong the stairs, you must realli c how they set up a track, a light in seconds of time. But after goin through so much, i have gain alot from the guys the crew, gonna miss you all ppl, shinyin the ad, hazel the pm, ah ming the gaffer, brandon jeff ah j the grips, sound nelson n jevin and so on and so on....

Actors
I gonna told you guys about the actors, they are realli the best and friendliest ppl on earth, i guess most ppl impressions are they are realli stud ups and dun giv a damn abt others but u r wrong. Like my fav actress there Serene who act as the toilet cleaner, she is so so so so so nice... She bought food for the vrew whenever she come to set, roti boys, doughnuts, and on her last 3 day of shoot she still buy us cakes and wrote in the box, thanks so much for the crew, you realli make filming a happy and memorable experience. On her last day of set she still give me a hug b4 she go, she is just the friendliest actress i tink in the world, for now.

Adrian Pang is also realli nice, like sometimes when i have to set up the set as i am in the art department, i got to clear his stuff, he will give me a pat on the shoulder and say no worries go ahead and do it. On his last day i am the first person he came up to give a handshake, he is a realli funny guy but more quiter on real life.

Lim Yu Beng, also my acting teacher last time, think tts y i talk to him more on set, den he say how the juniors in my sch he is teaching now is driving him nuts hahaha i guess we too last time. But we say he had speak good things abt me to my lecturers wow hope that will improve my iap grades, He also gave every crew a small gift b4 he leave, and he say to me thanks for al the help given, its nt expensive stuff, but it this small things that make the thoughts count, he is a realli sincere and nice person.

Azri, my bro, hoho he is a damn good singer with a realli good band, you all gonna hear the sound tracks of 9 lives, it is all sang by him, i think he is better then Taufik Batisah la, he told me he dunno sing at where Tanjong Pagar dunno wad bar, shit nvm, dun tink i will go anyway. Veri veri veri veri nice person too, and i feel he is the most handsome of the lots, girls watch ou for this new star.

Pamela Oei, at first i thod she is a bit arrogant cause she got veri angry 1 time when the cast coordinator tell her to come too early on set, but slowly den i found out her average sleep is 2 -4 hrs a day cause she had to rehearse for the musical oi my sleeping beauty and another drama, and she is always smiling at the crew on her last day she also came forward and give a handshake to me. yipee got to touch so many hands.

Beatrice chia i ink her name is spelt like tt, whoa i nv mingl wit her la but the first time i saw her she look damn glam and seems to stand out from all the girls maybe because of her ht too, i use to dun tink she look pretty but nt now.

Sani, Crisbian, Damian, Jason, Natasha all the other main cast, too tired to say all, bt they are being great too always joking around.

Art Department
On the art department, they are always the first and leave to be on the set, cause u got to set up the set and clear it after tt. So i will always be moving things ehre and there cleaning things up. Sounds like a cleaner job la. But as i am the camera onset guy, i got to learn c the monitor all the guy and c how the director frame his shots, i must also try to add more foreground and bg to add depth to the shots, and create the vision tt the director 1, tts the art department job. ALso we have to get props, prepare props, make props. But i swear not to work in art department ever again, its just so tiring moving things.

Crew
I admit i am realli inexperienced la, also make some big mistakes liek forget to bring the camera pouch, thus the pm and director will like being harsh to us and keep reminding n reminding us, but through tt i learn to be more cautious and make sure it is done in the right way. The crew has being fun. Like Brandon, until now i have no idea y he can keep calling my name just to hear me say yes. And poor shinyin, from a veri silent girl being force to be strict with the extras under the hot pushing be the director n crew haha. Romesh being bullied or bullying all the extras, Jevin me and ming with the sian ar diao ar bullshit. Nelson is always a nice person to tok to and haizel although strict wit us at first slowly also i tink trust we can do our own job without ppl being pushing.

What i Learn
The first half of the shoots has been tough for me cause like wadever i do dun seems to be rite, due to my lack of experience, days pass realli slow, but towards the last few days, the shoot has been realli fun although we had no breaks for 1 week of marathon nights shoots each lasting more then 10 hours.

Actualli you dun have to be in the job to do learn tt task, normally i just observe how ppl do things and you can learn alot through tt, like how the director communicate with the cameraman and talent to get what he wants. How to came up to soulutions when face wit last min probs on the shoot which always happens. And the gaffer and grips teach me alot of their lightings, although i still dun too understand it haha. And seeing them use all the equiptment and stuff tt i nv learned in school at all.

The best thing is i can at least tell ppl i work in a whole drama production b4, which is more related to wad my sch is teaching, drama stuff, and its great working with such a great crew.

Ok too tired to continue next time den. to be continued....

WOO yesterday was a good day, cause it was the only day the 9 lives production crew finished all the scenes in the callsheet, although overunning 2 hours, shoot last from 1 am to 5 pm. Everybody was clapping madly when "ITS A WRAP" is shouted. And the director for the first time when he was about to go home specifically come to me and wave goodbye to me and say good job! i was like westlife " i'm flying without wings" plus r kelly " i believe i can fly" plus together which means i believe i am flying without wings.

In the industry u working, ppl opinions of interns are only 2, think u dunno anything, or expect u know everything. so both opinions means no gd, when think u dunno anything they wun giv u anythin to do to show wad u can do at all, when tink u know everything, when u make a minor mistake u will get aim like shit, tts y gd luck to all interns in future. I will declare myself not 1 anymore in 19 days time wee wee wee!!!>.

Now i gonna do this stupid MEME tagged by sandy - again.

7 Things that fear me
1. er i am bloody afraid of cockroaches
2. er i am also afriad of heights (damn sound like an ah gua now)
3. i am afraid of having sore throat (which means i cant sing!!!)
4. faring badly in results
5. Bring wrong or bring wrong messages of impressions of myself to others
6. Not having enough slp (which i sort of can live without now)
7. The sky is falling. (just laming)

7 things that i like
1. I like collecting HK movies collectibles (vcds,dvds, posters, magnet, postcard,blah blah blahs)
2. all my Music cds
3. Reading magazines or newspaper whenever i can sit down for a while like shitting, on traisn n buses, and when there is no tv show to watch.
4. reading other ppl blogs
5. Go out singing or chilling wit friends
6. watchign hk drama and man u soccer matches
7. girls

7 things i must have in my room
1. handphone
2. music
3. nice big comforable chair.
4. fan or aircon
5. alot of drawers, to dump all my rubbish when visitors come.
6. peace
7. er dunno still gt wad floor lo if no floor cant walk.

7 things i can do
1. i can sing non stop to myself ( can create thoe non stop techno music_
2. i can stay at home for a few days nt going out ( i am quite a homey person)
3. i can eat 5 meals a day
4. i can drink no plain water a day ( which is veri bad and i tried not to now)
5. i can walk miles from my home to a coffeeshop just to eat my favourite shui jiao mian.
6. i can watch tv the whole day.
7. i can survive after alot of nights of night shoots

7 things which i cant do(either restictions or cant live without)
1. cant tok to girls directly looking in the eyes for long.
2. cant do any acrobatic, my back is as hard as a wall
3. same as sandy without hp.
4. cannot dun bath a day.
5. cannot quarrel with girls, will always be the one losing.
6. cannot dun eat
7. cannot dun watch tv.

7 words i used often
wah tis i dun even know so anyhow whack
1. er.
2. ok la.
3 bu chuo bu chuo.
4. oi.
5. if got 5 stars how many will u give.
6. diao.
7 bye bye

7 person to pass the MEME to...
this is a stupid meme i know but sorry have to pass to 7 stupid ppl i know will do this type of stupid things also haha.
1. HUDHA!!! definely u will do it.
2. Huixiang
3. Rachie
4. Angel
wah shit i am running out of people after 4 cause i dunno alot of stupid ppl like me.
ok give up, cause i tink only they will do this haha.

wow i am glad i am still surviving after all this nights shoots, shoot 13 days seems like 13 months, but 11 more days to go, gosh!

ppl mus be wondering why i nv seems to slim down although my job sounds slavery and working at night. Let me tell u all why. Cause the food caterer wah liao lei, dunno issit oil prices had dip recently, all the food they cater are bloody oily, drink soup like drink oil, and their food all bloody fried or curry 1. THen u all know all night shoot, den u mus like eat food or drink coffee to keep u awake, i drink alot of coffee and eat alot keropok they keep in the pantry. As most ppl sld know, coffee is bitter in the first place, in order to make it sweet, u have to add tons of sugar to change from bitter to sweet, plus all those creamer, i think they are the second killer drink to diabetes after coke.

shooting has been tough, but luckily for the guys there, shoot has been fun, i have learn realli alot alot alot alot alot, i tink the shoot i do here tt i learn is more den studying for 2 yrs of film in sch. u realli have to work in the industry to know hw tough life is outside and dun have the luxury of all the stuff in the sch, like blondies red head lights, reflectors blah blah, at there they use either bulbs or dido lights, they use polyfoams as substitutes to reflectors, they use lantern as filter to lessen intensity of lights, and seeing them using the steadicam and crane is realli an eye opener for me. the gaffers and the grips teach me alot of other stuffs in the industry also and tell me the last thing to do is to argue with the producer or director, if nt u might as well quit this industry. Guess i have to endure endure endure. 18 more days ppl.!!! but i am badly dreading the report and presentation, i sucks at presentation and more then half of the time i guess the audience dun even know wad i am toking about.

las sat celeb sandy bd, go kbox, wow wow wow, can sing shan hu hai, fa ru xue and ye qu already, wah i sucks at ye qu and shan hu hai sld practise more. guess my singing form has drop in recent yrs, wow tink back of my glamorous days during the voiceout singing in front of the auditorium, feel like a star for tt day, sigh but now jialat, qiao cui liao, fat alot liao, my hair is in a bloody mess, cant wait to cut it off.

ok need to go for shoot at 1 am later, which is liek 1 hour later hais sian. sayonara.

i got A FUCKING BIG SHOCK when i saw my callsheets for my shoot, Fri and Sun. My sat are suppose to be my off everyweek.

THURS-FRI 5pm-12pm the next day, I am definely sure it will run till 5 pm because we can only use the location there the last day at cck. The most fucking thing is i am in the art department i have to go 4 hrs early to set up the place. FUCK

SUN- 4am - 11pm I am definely sure it will overrun till gods know when. And fuck again. Have to come 4 hours early to do set up. DO i fucking hell need 4 hours to set up a fucking small toilet with 3 cubicle and 1 basin. FUCK.

I am so veri tired... jus came back from shoot at 4pm and have to go for shoot later at 1am... hais this marathon just never seems to end... 8 days of shoot seems like forever. still got 16 days left and 1 more month to end of attachment. pls let this end pls let this end pls let this end. still will have nightmare of i oversleeping for shoot.

but good thing is the crew there are nice, teach me lotsa stuff, now i know wad is the most useful things during production, c stands, sandbags and gaffer tapes, you can absolutely cannot do things without this 3. tink i will miss the guys especially those crew from malaysia like ah ming, brandon they all, tells u alot of their working manner at malaysia also, and where to get the cheapest dvds haha diao... but just want this to end soon so i can return to my normal routine. my timeclock seems so wrong now, sth i wake up i dun even know its day or night, is monday or tuesday, i am totally blur. pls end this soon. i need sleep. i miss those 8 hrs of slp.giv me back my slp.

thanks to all those ppl who wished me and celb my bd with me willing to accomodate to my busy schedule... thanks alot so much... sorry for so late to thanks u all also cause too busy n tired to blog.

gonna share wit u guys my working experience in this industry which i tink will be bored for most of u guys. but i gonna share it anyway hohoho!!!

the industry can be easily summarise in 1 word, its inhuman! its cruel! its is a bloodsucker!!! it makes u feel like a sugarcane being squeezing through that machine and squeeze out every juice of you for just 1 cup with ice for 1 dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!!! especially when u r a bloody intern getting a measly pay of 450 a month and working for 90percent of a month

ok thats more den 1 word.

for the pass 1 and a half week have been going for midnight shoots, times varies from 1am - 1pm, 330- 230pm, wadever tings u can tink of i have done it. props, art direction, gaffer, runner anythin but crew side diao. but its nice working with those talented cast, i have seen ppl like adrian pang, lim yu beng, pamela oei, casbian, sani hussein they are realli good. they can like joke n tok to u 1 second and u can c them in action a scond later. hai anyway 1 more month!!! come santa claus i cat wait to c u hohoho in front of me come come come come come

shoot will end by dec 15 by the time come i will be the happiest man in the world.

cant wait to return sch. i wan be cameraman, i wan to direct, i wan to work as a proper crew, i wan do a short film, a documentray a music video i wan to do everythin b4 i graduate !!! i wan to have fun with friends, i wan go ktb sing jay new songs i wan to drink till i am drop dead, i wan play mahjong till i hu till i mad!!! most importantly i wan to slp until a beauty kiss me n wake me up from my slp!!!

I am Tagged!! WHOA!! by Sandy Ter-Nay

Rules: Post 5 Weird and Random Facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this.

1. I have a habit of farting on the phone b4 i hang up the phone in the past, which i had been stopping myself doing it since i came to poly. In Chinese i call this "Pi Bie", last time i still wrote a song with the music of Jacky Cheung most popular song "Wen Bie", but sadly, does not earn alot of recognition. In English i call this, "Fart You", in more slang way, On Your Face!

2. Er and i have a habit of staying in the toilet shitting in my room for half an hour if i am veri free and nth to do at home, I must bring something to read in my toilet no matter how urgent i am, and i must on the Hi Fi in my room also, blast it loud, 5 stars shitting manner. Sometiems even after finish shitting, i can still sit on the toilet bowl, half naked, continue reading my newspaper or magazine till i finished it, er got 1 time i still can chit chat with Sandy and Tak Yee on the phone discussing going to KTV while i wa shitting. Er i think next time my friend come my house dun dare touch my phone, newspaper and magazines anymore.

3. Er enough of shit and fart. Er this 1 maybe my poly friend will be shocked to know but my sec sch kakis now and i will be laughing tinking back of the past. I am A CHAO AH BENG during my sec sch days. Last time my sch, Naval Base Sec Sch, my class is the most havoc is the whole school. Everyday detention, hair everytime behind got 1 hole, cause my discipline master veri shit, c who long hair, grab one bunch of hair from ur back and just cut it!! Den the whole grp of boys will rush to the nearest barber to sch. I tink the barber n the discipline master buck up 1 now think of it. I still do alot of things b4 like smoking, throwing chairs at teachers. got 1 time most paisei, i make fun of the national anthem during the assembly get caught by teacher, pull me to go on stage to sing by myself, wah that must be the most embarassing moment of my life.

4. Er this 1 i tink only ppl who went on the YEP trip with me to Thailand know, but i am going to disclose it now. It is abt shit again. I was in the girls room chit chattign with the girls, again, when i suddenly had an urge to shit, actualli wan go back the boys room to shit but quite lazy, den the girls say can shit here cause i also everyday smell their shit er ppl like adeline the person wit the most shit, kaili, dion er dun say liao if not they forever cant be married because of me. THen while i was shitting halfway, the door suddenly opened and it was HUIXIANG!!! the door was spoilt and was not locked properly. WAH I was so f**king shocked, faster grab my pants on 1 hand and tried to close the door, but too late, luckily i censored myself properly, until today i have still no idea has Huixiang see anythin wrong.

5. Er cant tink of so many paisei moments. Just say another one of my weird habit ba. Not veri weird too maybe, er most guy like to slp without wearing t shirt o right, wah but i cannot dun wear 1, an even though is veri hot or i fever, i must put on a blanket to cover my legs no matter wad.

wah type so long sia. Wah this blog is getting veri shitty, no wonder it stinks.

Now i also passed the baton to
1. Hudha
2. Rachie
3. Judy
4. Faj
5. Cheryl

PROPS NEEDED!!!

People i might need some help for u guys, cause i am responsible for props for a drama i am doing in Moving Visuals and if you all got any things tt i need that are listed below pls call me and inform me i need it before wednesday but preferably Tues.

List:
1 credit card - any credit card tt can or cant be used anymore, old and bit dented is ok but still look presentable will do.

1 table lamp - must still be working is those normal studying desk type of lamp.

1 cartoon bedsheets and pillow case - for single bed, the cartoon must not be new er maybe cartoon characters tt is 10 yrs ago like mickey house blah, is for a boy so definely not hello kitty.

15 child storybks/ comics - must be eng type also 10 yrs ago stories or comics, eg. enid blyton, marvel comics or beano asterix blah blah...

1 eyelash curler - crimpler type, preferablya old tt u might nt be using anymore but still working.

6 safety cones - this 1 honesty is the biggest prob for me cause i dunno where to get so many, is those orange small cones tt u placed on the road when car break down to warn others, if u got how many also can just inform me so i can try ask around also.

Thats all i need so far, all the things borrowed will be returned as soon the shoot is finished which is around mid dec, if u all realli got all this pls inform me cause my deadline veri short only... thanks for all ur help given...

King of Errands

24 erands in 2 weeks, even had to come back on weekend to do errand and move furniture.
Undoubtely, King of Errands.

hmm i today wan to openly apologies to miss toh kai li... cause dunno hw long ago... i n ken got sort of conflict with her... den ppl who know her actualli she also know la she veri easily bad tempered ... so tt time we 2 name her in the top 3 person we dulike to work with...we nv realli spread this la... is like only 1 or 2 person know ba... but somehow she knows it... i sincerely apologise to her for saying this in the past... this thing has been cropping on me for a few weeks since she tell me she know... i know i am veri veri bad to say this but sometime things u say u nv thod ppl will hear it and sometime u spoke without realli using ur brain... but i know she is ok la but i know whoever hear tt will be hurt.. cause is she came tok to me abt this 1 ... but realli tt is the past la i find u more mild tempered now now so bad but still room for improvement sincerely ... u r nw definely the top 5 ppl i wld like to work with : )

actualli i think everybody will complains abt their problems to ppl working wit who and who... i am one of those... like even my good buddy ken... i work for him for so long cant possibly be so smooth sailing all the time.. surely got times i cant stand him and he cant stand me... i find him stubborn sometimes la but everybody is ... the most unforgettable one is with huixiang tt time for web design which i guess ost of u know... realli regret quarrel wit heer tt timeif nt we might enjoy our yep trip together more n become much closer... but i realli cherish u as a little sister : )

hmm i will like to apologise to ppl who might know wad i say abt u in the past... but i nv meant to let ppl know to blacklist ur name and reputation but sometie u just wan someone to hear your problems and stress and unhappiness... i hopefully hope i can work closely with my grp ppl for remaining of my poly years... treasure the last few months we had ppl before we graduate... make this year a memorable and unforgettable one even for years to come : )

iap sucks

hais attachments has been bloody sucky lets me put wad i have done for this week

mon - spends at least 4 hours sitting down doing nth
- burn publicity photos
- labelling tapes
- move mirror

tues - spends at least 2 hours sitting down doing nth
- errand 1, deliver tape to mediacorp, errand 2 correct camera equiptment at tanjong pagar
- medias catalogue, this so call media catalogue is just throw away all the old magazines

wed - spends at least 1 hour doing nothing
- move their furniture and magazines to room, all by myself
- errand again go bukit merah library borrow dvds, and wad the hell they nv pay their fine must walk until interchange to top up.
- at least something proper, edit auditions tape for casting for clients

thurs - on this day i am king of errand, go bukit meah collect barcode film, go orchard wisma collect camera, go buy tiger beer for party, buy locks for oversea trips.
- edit audition again

fri - finally no errand but help dion n helen buy lunch dunno consider anot hoho
- type music cue sheets
- sort out old files which is bloody hell equal to throw rubbish also

so overall i spend half of my attachment time doing errand, another 1 third doing nth and remainder do some useless stuff. but the good things is the ppl there are nice except for...

fri after work met up wit ken... er make it a thing to made up wit him every week... its nt easy to get a realli gd fren in poly i tink... i tink the period where u realli meet ur best friends is during sec school... but in poly... dunno why i see alot of gossiping and backstabbing... and sort of comparing of results and probs of working in grps... so i realli cherish the closers 1s i have in poly... know from him a lot ppl sick in sch so ppl pls take care of urself... weather being weird recently...

yesterday meet chucky dion kaili go ktv. kaili complain to m abt her attachment, i can understad the feeling of doing nth when u see everybody is busy. i feel so shit like coolie i tink the sch y nt just attach me to dhl or fedex their uniform nicer also. hais work sucks. how i hope i am attached to the new company i am supposed to go to... when i call ms irene to say abt my scenario she quite nice la but tell me wait a few more weeks starting is like tt and say actualli might considered a gd thing cause tt place is famous for alot of things to do... i dun mind doing things la... but i dunwa spend my attachment doing errands, move things around... buy things... i might jus rot at home.

recently had a dream keep dreaming abt a girl... er anyay is not a wet dream. i have been dreaming abt this same girl for 2 time in this week. she is a girl wearing uniform... damn she must be my dream girl or wad i jus cant forget her face... too bad my drawing nt good if nt can draw it out...

there are only 3 dreams in my life tt i can rem so clearly... 1 is the previous 1... the other is when young i dream abt dinosaurs terrorising the whole world... and 1 outside my door blowing fire wanted to come in... everytime tt moment den i wake up

wah another 1 haha is abt wit my poly classmates we r like dunno playing wad games den i forget is who but is some one who went i turn my head suddenly strangle me den i wake up wah tt dream bloody real sia i wake up tt time still feel ppl strangling me.

i am now so in love with jay new song duet i tink is with nan quan ma ma the lara... i manage to get the demo 50 secs version dun ask me hw i get but wan can get fr me u will love it... anyway for ur info my biggest idol is jay chou and eason chan hohoho!!! i know almost all their songs!!!

hais just hope next week will be better. cheers!

i think the problem with me is i found it hard to forgive and forget... maybe its being a trait of a scorpio... but i dun realli believe in those horoscope shit... but dunno y i got a problem wit ppl who i know backstab me n talk behind my back... tts y i always will rem wad those ppl say n do and make my own life so miserable... but i know it is a people trait to gossip n tok abt ppl which is one of my fav pasttime... but i tink i sld let it go n try to forgive nd thus make my attachment more pleasant instead of being cold and make it worse...

hope i can do tt : )

yo cant believe i am back for another post... cause today simply to free whle day at home... hais not feeling veri well i got my first fever for almost 4 YEARS!!! the impression of a dengue first appear in my mind luckily i still shit quite alot so sldn't be dengue hoho... and plus my muscles has been aching after playing badminton few days ago... wah my back n arms is like the yoko yoko advertisement... tts wad happen to ppl who haven been exercising much...

today my class ppl hav a gathering at tcc... hais nt feeling well so nv go.. but actualli in the first place dun realli feel like goin to cause the so call "friends" i can talk n lame alot to all nv go so nv go n the ppl goin r those topics n converAtion i cannot get into too... in my words i cal them the ang moh chiong chiong chiong gang ppl.. it means ppl who speak alot of ang moh n lke to go chiong so they are call ang moh chiong chiong chiong!!!

ok since i am so free its time for a oLc movie reviews again.

CORPSE BRIDE>> Animation is almost perfect and wonderful... but story jus remind me of a copy of Qian Nu You Hun and Liang Shan Bo conbination... dosen work out for me... mor elike a musical... i give u 3 stars sorry...

Wait till u're older>>watch this today... dl 1 haha sorry for being a pirate.. this story is simple... a 12 yr old son hate his family especially hs step mum which he think is the reason y his mum commit suicide 3 yrs ago... thus he wants to grow old so he can leave home... den he accidentely get a potion which cause him to grow 10yrs older everyday... it was then he realises his family realli care for him especially his father... n the fact it was his mum that was actualli the 3rd party is a gd sort of twist... solid acting performance by felix wong and ANDY LAU especially... the scene when felix wong which is the father when slap andy lau which is around 80 yrs old make me heartbreak... its wasn't the story but the acting tt touches me... unbelievale... 4 stars for u

ok tts all for today watch out for more reviews... cheers!

hmm think this will likely be my last post before i left for attachment... sld not complain n fa lao sao anymore haha must leave NYP in harmony so people will not remember me as a grumbling person must leave down a good impression, thinking should i paste a full length poster of myself i avid to let u all rem me but i scare when i come back with see alot of tiny holes in the poster so better not risk doing tt.

have to plan my next few days well with my friends and family... cause i know likely to have alot of night shifts and be quite busy so wouldn't have much time to meet up with you guys... feel very bad towards my family been busy in sch recently nv been coming back early... i can like a few days nv c my parents cause they have to wake up early so they they sleep early... means i come home they slp i wake up they go work already... guess have to reind sth like tt for another 3 months...

hmm this yr after my bd goin to be twenty... my cousin once tell me a man upon reaching 20 will have alot of things to worry... money... going work... going army... after army must work study or choose to be in army... basically this things nv seem to have a full stop... hais alot of things to worry... haha but people do not forget me will try my best keep in touch wit u ppl take care and cheers!

no man, either ordinary or extraordinary will have no troubles...

dengue!!!

Guess most of you have heard how dangerous yishun has become due to the dengue outbreak that has become more scary than terrorists. Two of my classmates living in yishun has become victims of the deadly aedes mosquitoes. I will bring you guys a tour of my yishun area.

Above is the map of Yishun, Street 72 which is the proud area i am living in for the whoel of my life. My old block is 760 , the block i currently living is block 737. You can see those block in red are considered the "danger" area of dengue area. Block 762 is the block of my fellow classmates Norudin, which is one of the poor victim.

As you can see my block 737 is almost surrounded by those danger block, so beware of those ppl who come to yishun, please hire me as your tour guide to bring you the safest and fastest route to anywhere you want, at just $2/ hour. Call me at 91812 *** to make an appointment right now!!!

bloody hell

argh i hate this bloody feeling of people talking about going clubbing at night, going for holidays, goin out, having fun, watching movies while i have to go school everyday, doing all sorts of things reaching home having to think of graphics and other bloody sort of work for all those group works. Nobody even bother intative to help while people come school for a few hours and just say hey i got something on, got to go, bye!~ and even though i got alot of bloody complaints during my editing is because when u r already coming sch everyday really wanting to do some real work u dunno how the hell to start it when u c the content u got!!!!! so bloody hell allow me to have my own complaints n u all people dun start complaining about people when u all have complaints urself!!!!

and god please look at chuinfang, when i leave avid at 8 30 pm today she is still editing alone even though we guys tell her to go home dun do alone an only girl somemore, and grp members please i heard u ppl going clubbing, going watch movies going play soccer and i c her coming to sch everyday in the early morning till 9pm editing alone almost everyday n u ppl jus come n go as u r happy, n worse some like jus come sch eat lunch n go home, she dun even had the time go time canteen sit down have a proper lunch n always need up to pack food for her when we go down, jus 1 ppl stay n acc her k... no matter u r who, director ,producer ,ad u sld all stay ,she can jus dun be there during ur shoot too but i c her there evrytime n cameraman jus cant shoot some crap n thod u finish ur job, work done, holiday time!! spare a thod for ur poor grp mates k people~~~~!!!!!!!

hoho relax sing song play ping pong

Finally my group have finish our docu (sort of) cause still have to made some change to lecturer comments but overall turn out quite good. My this grp turn out quite good... actually in filming this course, it is realli hard for a grp to work well together n not have any conflicts... tts y i cherish this grp of mine even more as i tink everyone done their parts well... think i will miss this grp but since 2 of my members also my noiretblanc grp so i will only miss woring wit faj hohoho!!! hear tt fa zhi li na

today can i c how conflicts working in a grp can damage a friendship... some ppl i feel is can be a good friend but u jus cant work wit them... tts wad i learn most inthis course.. maybe i am one of this sort of ppl in other ppl mind... u will nv know wad ppl tink of u but remain optimistic in a bright way is good.

anyway finally can relax awhile... dunno if will resuem the last gift this month but i dun tink will able to shoot in less than a month anyway so i tink jus rather push forward to after iap. another good news i going to an attachment call vnc dunno wad new company but is near sch wahahaah yeah!!!

phone booth

wah i am veri tired... alot of work... jus finish taking my stupid dphoto dunno will turns out good anot... ti kong bo bi!!! den my scriptwriting done halfway... worst thing is the docu graphics n packaging... totally no idea and cant find the fonts i want!!! tink mus be due to too long nv do graphics...

anyway while takig a 1 hour break i saw phone booth on tv... surprisingly it is a good show... the movie is just less den 80mins long... n more den 1 hour of the show jus happen in a phone booth. the story is about a not a veri good guy (colin farrell) taking for granted his perfect wife and always fantasise abt this women who is katie holmes... den 1 day while he walk along this street a phone booth ring... it is like even if it is anybody u cant help it but pick up a call when it rings rite... so he picks he the call... den this person on the phone happens to know everythin abt him... den when a guy tries to provoke him... the person on the other line dunno from where shot him down... den everybody on the street saw wad happen n accused colin farrell to be the murderer... den he still tok to the person on the phone... den police soon came den threathen here n there... ok la shorten it in the end he became a good guy...

i know it is a lousy summarisation... but i am amazed to know this hollywood movie is shot in only 10 days... and even though the whole movie jus happen in a telephone booth... it is so intruiging and excitign to watch... what i was most amazed is the director is joel schmacher... cause i nv like his movie... from batman forever to phantom of the opera i feel it sucks... so maybe i will look out for his other movies now.

producer yeah!

hmm feel abit sad when read a fren blog... cause i am doin a docu and i am a producer... but i have been asking my grp to go to the bakery quite a no. of times and been asking them to like shoot overnight with long unbelivable hours... although some nv realli speak up their unhappiness i can somehow feel it... i know u all are all veri tired... when u all tell me u cant go i had nv force u all to come too cause i know u all r tired and had sth to do too... but i am together wit u all in this thing and the main thing is hope the whole thing will end up good....

i know i not being a veri good producer cause i know i not good at public relation stuff like talking to people and try to be friendly and cork up a conversation... people who know me well sld know i veri bad at tt but i been trying my best and hope things will get better...

in the first place i nv intend to be a producer and nv want to but the rest already say what they wan to be and i hav no choice but to accept this role... i know that if i nv do it nobody will do it cause this is a role that nobody wants to have...i know i may seem not doin alot of stuff but trust me my whole mind now is always abt this docu every min and second that i had neglected my other modules...

hope things get better and tomorrow will be a better day!!

OLC MOVIE REVIEWS

Wohoo happy national day very free today so u guys are lucky i am gonna give u all a movie review as i have watch a lot of movies n dvds recently. Below are my ratings.

***** - WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! GO WATCH RIGHT NOW!!!

****- WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! GO WATCH LEFT NOW!!!

*** - WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! GO WATCH CENTER NOW!!!

** - WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! DUN WATCH RIGHT NOW!!!

* - WHAT THE HELL YOU WAITING FOR STARING AT THE COMP!! GO SLEEP RIGHT NOW!!!

Ok i now the ratings make no sense but its my blog anyway so noone can stop me anyway wahaaha!!

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory- I watch this yesterday and i had walk at least a thousand miles to watch this movie as all the bloody cinemas yesterday are full house. SINGAPOREANS!!! STOP GIVING CINEMAS A REASON TO RAISE TICKET PRICES!!!!
anyway i am going to continue wit my critic. Simply reason i watch this is i am a Bloody Big Fan of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton AND I am a Bloody Big Fan of the book. Woo this movie is just so nice and sweet and heart warming that makes u unknowingly smiles throughout the movie. Although the jokes are sort of lame but is for kids anyway. but adults will love it too cause i love it. AND Oompalumpas!!!
RATING - ****

Wedding Crashers - Wah cow i cant believe i watch this movie in the first place but its damn damn damn damn damn funny. haven watch such a funny movie for a long time. And if oLc says it funny it is realli damn funny, and trust me for whoever likes watch dumb shows this is the one for u! HUDHA DID U HEAR TT?
RATING - ****

Million Dollar Baby - This is one of the most unforgettable movie i watch. It is currently ranked no1 of my fav movie. I jus admire Clint Eastwood so much, bloody hell being the director the producer the male lead also trying to save the cost and dun let ppl earn his money. But the actings are solid damn touching. Its about a poor middle age woman who want to be in boxing to change her damn life. but the coach finds her too old for her to be 1. aiya dunno how to say jus go watch its damn good. Simple shots simple directing fantastic lighting.
RATING - *****

Matchstick Man - What the hell y i suddenly give all so good ratings for the movies i watch. Nicholas Cage best performance i ever seen. Thrilling and great twist although a bit cliche. But stylish directing by Ridley Scott.
RATING **** and a half *

Woodsman - This must be the shortest feature length film i ever watch. 80 mins long. Abt a child molester who jus got out of jail and like u know everybody look down on him and avoid him. Any molest crimes come police first one find him. But the story talks abt how he fantasises his sister when he was young and how he battle his problem. Sound like a porn show but its now. Brillant acting by Kevin Bacon
RATING - ***

HOSTAGE - I just watch this dvd like 15 mins ago and oh my god its damn good!! i borrow this dvd because dunno wad else to loan and its damn bloody good. It categories thriller horror and things that excites u. Its abt a negotiator who has quit his role as he cost the life of a whole family during one of his mission. Since then he change to being a simpler man but refuse to tok abt his problems wit his family. One day when one family kanna kept hostage in the town he working as a police he decide to step out of it again. But guess wad his family kana kept hostage and to rescue them he had to rescue tt family and a bloody piece of dvd. Bruce willis is good remind me of stone cold steve austin. for people who dunno the name he is a wrestler.
RATING - ****

LOST IN TRANSLATION - I cant believe i finish watching this piece of shit and i dunno what the hell critics are thinking rating this most boring movie i ever watch so highly. totally boring piece of shit!!! waste my 3.30 bucks
RATING - 1 * and half more * for putting me to sleep so soundly

Mystic River - I watch this after i watch million dollar baby as i start to research on clint eastwood style. Again simple shot and low budget. but fantastic directing n lighting. story not as strong n revolting as MDB but gives a good morale of story.
RATING - *** and a half *

Ok thats all for today. ans continue stay tune to OLC review. and for the stupid dunno who put a comment in my blog what i need to advance. Sorry but i tink u sld be the one going and stop adding stupid comment.

hoho starhub yeah!!!

hoho today a great day to blog... cause guess wad my grp which consist of hudha rachie and andy chung xu yong won 3rd prize for the starhub competition... which i nv realli expected too as in the first place i will already be happy enough to get a consolation but i guess our hard work is recognised. I cant wait to share my job wit them but too bad all 3 of them are in attachment now! : (

it is considered "hard work" because my grp filming at hudha corridor house at that unforgettable midnite take jus like 1 hour to film finish... but in the end we vandalise the poor wall which look worse den those loanshark owe $ pay $ spray. Thus we spend 4 hours carrying bucket n water in n out of the house and scrubbing and drying out wit all sorts of nonsense way which i tink nyp cleaner auntie will laugh if she see it. We use er... newspaper, toilet paper i tink,,, den 1 most mini looking scrub with a pole i ever seen haha. But at least we still had a great time making a joke out of it and i still remember tt day deeply in my heart.

anyway thanks to all my friends tt had help to vote for our work even though we nv win the most popular award. but at least our grp 1 is consider the best in terms of filming cause the first 2 prizes went to those graphics and animation which i no doubt tink they deserve it.

eeee

work is piling and about to set the tallest work pile record ever in my life which is slightly taller den mount everest.

1- docu, dunno why i end up as producer for it thou i realli wan to be editor for this but gues someone still hav to do this in the end. Hav to find all damn old bakeries in spore so if anyone know pls inform me thanks. dateline- before week 15

2- dion short film, the short film that nv seem to be able to finish, hav been shooting for 10 weeks and i tink only done about half, no time to film because of actors schedule and sch modules. dateline- er the earlier the better.

3- scriptwriting- my most hated module cause i simply cant write script, esp in eng. 25 full length pages. dateline- next fri

4- asian cinema- another stupid module that hav to keep typing. i gotta write for shiri of and joint security area which both i dun realli like. dateline- next thurs

5- digi photo- Oh NO! can u believe this!! another report assignment and soon i can be a pro in Microsoft word. hav to write a min 500 words essay of a photographer which is a veri hard thing for me as the only pro photographer i know is Oh Liang Cai. dateline- next tues.

6- my own short film- hav to think of my own bloody script which i hav been sourcing ideas for long. Hint to ppl- it will be most a comedy which i hav nv done b4(surprising to ppl who know me as i came to this course wit big hope to become the next Stephen Chow). dateline- i giv myself before week 15

7- the bloody M1 not hip and not happening- hav to submit the romantic resturant by this fri, but this episode i nt realli involve jus giv comments and help as much as possible. dateline- this fri

8-intro to entre- this is a veri dangerous and suckiest module i ever known and to warn all ppl nv take this module, i tink i hav known absolute nth in this module and hav to go present some shit i nv even know wad is goin on. dateline- presentation this sat.

so as a conclusion, i guess if i manage to finish all this work, i hav type almost 50,000 words and maybe more. so after typing this blog post, it added another 500 words i think which is the requirement for my photographer essay. YeAH!! and to ppl at iap now esp rachie and hudha dun giv up! i guess they wun make u do logging forever. be patient k. hope to cya all soon. miss ya all!!!

goodluck for those goin attachment next week...

wow... haven been blogging since first day of semester... which means 1 month and 10 days ba agaration... just putting a small post... haven been blogging cause been too busy wit school work and filming... normally by the time reach home would just drop dead go slp or rushing my reports hais...

anyway the main purpose of putting this post is to wish hudha, rachael, andy, erwan and rachel lim good luck in their attachment... sorry no chance to say personally to u all on friday... take care ar and remember to stay in contact!!! hope to cya all soon!!

first day of semester

feel really moody today... alex came and talk to me about my grp problem also... dun realli feel i am part of the grp now... hais cant realli bring up my own mood... so rent alot of dumb comedy dvds to watch hope will cheer me up slightly... hais go watch liao hope tmr will be a better day...

damn the school!!

what the hell is goin wrong wit my world and wad the hell is the school doing... they giv me digital photo in the first place and now suddenly i check the timetable i got 3d animation and i nv even request to change module or want tt module in the first place... i hate tt cause i noe i not suitable for tt.. shit the school does they know what the hell they are doing actualli anot change module and nv even send an email to inform the students and i just know tmr i got 3d animation... damn the school!!!

mr lonely

just came back from boon,my cousin birthday... jus a simple early celebration cause he is goin to army next fri... hais... 1 more less people for me to talk to when i got problem or lonely now...

i didn ha alot of people or good friends to share my feelings in my mind now maybe only 2, my best fren n my cousin hais so 1 lesser now... feeling like mr lonely in the song lonely right now...

Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own

today one of my grp ppl send me a msg to explain to me everythin.. didn noe u people will read my blog so didn mean to vent my unhappiness on purpose for u all to see... jus a way to let out my stress... so ppl dun mistaken... normally the day after i will jus take it as nth happen and carry on wit my this type of life...

anyway i wan to giv a short lecture about lateness, it not to means anythin about my grp problem, but i jus wan to say sth about my own opinion...

during a group work... if there are 5 person, if 1 is always late for example... the 1 or 2 other member will slowly feel why they come punctual for... den 1 or 2 will start to late for awhile also... maybe starting 10 mins... den slowly increase... den the 2 other not late will slowly ge sick of it and lateness will turn off ppl patience no matter how good a person patience is...

enough of lateness i wan to end this once and for all today... no more topic about tt anymore...

no more

the whole world blame me that time because of the huixiang matter...

now my whole group blame me just because i dunlike 1 person for being late. the whole world had changed, the person who is late is not at fault but the person that reprimanded her for being late is. they say she is naive and i was wrong to scold her, they bring all sorts of old histories to shoot at me and break me down to thousand pieces... they bring back hui xiang matter when i had totally forgotten about it. they say they are afraid of working wit me... they put all sorts of hurting comments on me. this is the first time i break down in front of a friend. i have nv done tt n i will not do tt again.

she can show all the people all the bad things i tok to her in msn but did she ever show ppl those chances i giv to her instead...who can be so sick enough to keep the conversation on msn jus to show people tt i scold her... she can say all the bad things and complain to all sorts of ppl around me but i now jus dun feel like bothering... let it be... i hate backstabbers to the core . Fuck all the backstabbers that have been fucking behind my back and fuck off to the other world!

i dunno if i can ever work with them again... i always lose in the battle of heart to heart talk... guys is always the one at fault... if i am a girl i dun tink i will be in the situation i am today... all girls target me 1 guy and u know u will nv win any supports from the moment it started... i tink i am just taken for granted in this world for trying to do my best for my part to assist my grp members to lessen their load of work n stress... but nobody is ever on my side when things go wrong, i miss the days when assignments is done on my own, i miss my secondary sch friends... i miss the yr 1 days and friends... i miss them, thinking of them make my eyes goes red.

they feel hurt when i say her but did they feel anythin at all when they say all those to me... we discuss today how to say to a grp member of not doin her part well as scared of hurting her feeling as she is sensitive... but did anybody body care about how i feel if i was sensitive or wadever... did anyone ask me about my feeling of what you all said... does any real people out there really take me as a friend... does anybody really care about my feelings and how i feel to all those words...i have wonder for a long time on the way back in the train...

the good thing about a blog is you can say all your unhappiness and no 1 is able to say u back.

the whole world can all blame me but i nv feel i am wrong cause i did it for the goodwill of that person.

SIANS!

its 2 45 am in the morning and i have jus finished giving up doing the m1 3gger graphics... hais recently just cant to do some decent graphics... actualli recently do any thing also no mood and haven realli put any heart into doing... guess i am too exhausted... work nv seems to stop since the short film assignment period... half hearted work is always not going to work

now waiting for champions league football and at the same time tried to accompany huixiang alonger more cause she working night shift alone at the company and she is so terribly scared when i merely mentioned ghosts haha silly girl... anyway liverpool yeah! although i support man u 1... tmr must reach sch at 10 to submit the graphics to ms pat ... hope wun get shoot by seah or any hais... mentally, physically, psychologically, still got wad ly.. hai jus basically exhausted...

thank thank!!!

woo life has been so super busy recently... have to go sch to have meeting about the stupid m1 3gger... also had to recee for my group fyp shortfilm ... also have to try to do starhub competition(feel quite bad nv help out much sorry andy rachie and hudha)... and finally coming up maybe will be doing is helping jack neo do a making of of his coming up movie about ex- convicts and how can we help them. if we r goin to do tt we will be going inside a real prison hohoho!!!

woo the day b4 yesterday when jack neo tok about his tt film it immediately remind of me my short film hoho around same idea la but tt film sucks! actualli we r goin to do the i not stupid 2 making of but dunno y he wan us do tt 1 i tink is because tt 1 shoot earlier. toking to jack neo is quite intimidating but he and the company ppl r nice... dunno if i am too excited or wad when shaking hand wit their production manager i say thanks den hudha stare n giggle at me i den realise i say sth wrong haha end up tt whole day keep been making fun by her. not sure yet if we can do the making of cause is going to be in june and there when the semester start so not sure if can fork out the time to do it, if we r goin to do tt i can predict i will be damn farking tired tt month.

yesterday went around receeing wit my grp... hmm not veri fruitful cause dun tink we manage to find those places we wan but find out a lot of place in spore tt i nv know of... i dun tink anyone will know in marin bay tt park there are some big statues of chinese historic ppl like guan yu , confucius, hua mulan, qu yuan, zheng he, blah blah blah in somewhere of the park. den there r a lot of funny birds tt cant normally be seen in spore.

ok i tink today this posting quite boring cause is quite boring to me also hohoho tink i gotta tink of the design for the 3gger logo liao ... hais sian... den the mr seah today wah rem i pek chek... he say wad we suppose to meet thurs y so many nt here... den i rem he tt time say is fri meeting den i tell him den he say no way cause i fri got meeting i cant have say its on fri... make me dun feel like saying anythin ok anyway boring day.. go watch dvd later... finding neverland hoho sayonara

Wah this past weeks have been travelling arounds singapore finding nice hangout and chillout places for a sort of magazine programme for m1. wah tell u all ppl also dun believe... in 3 days i tour... chinatown...maxwell rd...ang siang hill... clarke quay... muhammed sultan road... telok blancah... pasir panjang... sixth avenue... holland village... orchard ... town... wah and some other sort of wulu sammy places people will nv thod of going... but not bad at least if ppl next time ask me suggest to go where i can suggest alot hohohoho... but sandy u better dun tell me suggest go where for the 0305 outing... our grp ppl is just so un sporting... is there such a word? ok bey steady haha my eng nt veri gd so use some jiapalang language... but realli wan to try meet up once tt time yr 2 the meet up so un successful in the end only 6 pathetic ppl go the ucla or nypc eat ...

wa we went 2 boutique hotel which suggestly means small hotel but premium service.. wah we went a hotel in chinatown call hotel 1929 which is name after the street no. wh inside there are all sorts of funny chairs and the room decor r nice sia... but the staff attitude is 1 word to describe... sucky!

the other boutique hotel is at chinatown maxwell road scarlet hotel!!! wah inside chio sia... their room still got dunno how many stupid theme... their staff wear those dracula like coat wah only 1 word describe stylo... couples can go there pak tor until face veri scarlet ... people can check out their website at http://thescarlethotel.com/... chio website also hohohoho...

so next time people want go where chiong can ask me although i nv chiong 1 hoho but i can giv u all plenty of suggestions for cheap and good places... huang dao zui zui zui xia yi qi zai jian!!

sick:tired:dead

hmm recently feel quite weirdly... have my ups and downs... 1 of the good thing is i manage to meet my best friend to eat dinner recently... this best friend of mine wah quite a curse dunno is good thing or bad thing also know him since pri sch den same sec sch den same class somemore... den i repeat o level wah suey he always repeat wit me.. wah thod poly can get away from him liao wah cow same poly also but different courses haha... haven manage to meet alot... now is like every 1 yr meet up less den 10 times i tink ... when we meet up for dinner tt day also happen to c one of my sec sch gd frens ... haha had dinner together..

times realli flies... around in less than 1 yr time i will be graduating from poly and go to army blah blah blah... throughout all this yrs... friends seems to be leavign u ... nv manage to realli get contact wit most of them... wonder how r most of them now... hmm i hope my this grp of poly mates will stay in contact realli lov working wit u guys...

speaking about working... i not sure if i am a popular person in terms of tt... cause i always seem to have disagreement especially with girls whenever i working with... and recently i am veri sick of this girl tt i am group with... i treasure her as a friend but she disappoints me as a groupmate.

today i am quite pissed wit her... she know i hated her for being late and she still have the guts of smsing 1 of my grp mates lets compare who will be more late or wadever shit... she is late for almost 40mins and thus we wasted around tt period of time to discuss... do u know how much thing i can do in 40 mins and how much time of my time u wasted in total and u know how much things i can do wit tt... from now onwards i swear i wun giv a damn abt whether she late or do her part in her work... i jus keep quiet... maybe alot ppl might say i am a hard person to work with bad temper or wadever shit... but i am those type of person, if u jus do ur part i will be happy enough... actualli i quite like my this grp but jus because precious time is always wasted because of her... i am nt here to complain or spread bad words abt this person. but i am already quite sick of it... i had to voice out somehow... she has been a good fren whenever i am down.. especially the period when my grandma pass away... but i realli hope she will change her bad habit of been late... it realli pissed me off and make me dun feel like or motivated fo doin any work after waiting for her for at least half an hour everytime.